you know how i said im trying to lose weight this summer while i excruciatingly wait for graduation day to come? its kinda hard. well its not hard...its just that ive got better things to do right now. and its pretty temptingly bagi malas rite now coz dijah and ena are sleeping over for the whole week. and you know how it is when your girlfriends are around rite? you just wanna eat...and talk...and hang out...and make lotsa nice food for you to binge on.

we had a lil impromptu surprise party for fish the other day for her birthday. me, dijah and ena went out to tesco skajap to buy some ingredients to make nasi ayam...so i mentioned that i wanna buy cake cause we should at least celebrate lagi skali and sing her happy birthday and it wont be proper without a cake rite? so we got to the cake section...got a cake. and one of us went

"tapi mesti ada candles! mana candles nya ah?"

so off we went to the party things section....and then we came across a candle....and thats when we saw the party hats and masks....

"ooOoooo!! we should have masks!!!"

"and this ribbon!!" (pointing to the ribbon that says 'birthday girl')

"and balllooooonnnnsss!!!!!"

"eh..lets throw her a lil surprise party!!"

hahaha. then we started hatching a plan to distract fish while the boys decorate the living room. it was good fun..and the food was deeeeelish! :) the girls should sleepover more often. cause i seriously can't be arsed to make myself make all these food. i CAN. its just that i dont have enough motivation to do so. kekekeke. ahhh...i feel like having the nasi ayam again. *drool*

will post up pics of that day soon. as soon as i get the pics from sai's camera and ena's laptop.

speaking of food....we made nasi lemak yesterday. i made the nasi..and it was menjadi!! woohoooo! i was a bit apprehensive at first...cause ive never tried before...even though ive seen my mum make it a gazillion times before. so hurrayyyy~ it works :)

our project for today will be soto. so ive to run out and buy the beef for the soto first..and the laksa. ohhhh joyyyy...this is going to be awesome. and we're gonna make pancakes jua today. as soon as the girls are up....i think those two are still sleeping -_-. i know fish is up dah coz shes on msn. kan becakap sama daleng nya tu eh

im hungry. im gonna have cereal now

i am officially jobless! :)

ok, i know it's been a while since i last blogged. Blame it on my new found freedom. I can't believe i've finished that chapter in my life. One of the longest chapters in my life mind you. SCHOOL LIFE! wahhhhhh~~ im glad. Although i am very very scared and nervous about my degree classification. But there's nothing i can do now but pray and hope for the best right? *phew*

a LOT has happened in this past week actually. I completed my degree....got kicked out of the house by my landlord....had a blast with the Brusheff society during game night (thats all in order btw)

Awubah. we didn't exactly get KICKED out lah. Our contract ends the end of june. We made a verbal agreement with the landlord to stay an additional month at this house, but now HIS dad is saying we can't Last minute lagi tu eh...sialan. He only told us LAST week that we can't stay here anymore. Pretty nice of him eh? So now we are going crazy trying to find a place to stay. So it's enough to say that we are totally strapped for cash now. Had to settle bills...buy boxes to move (didn't include that in my june budget - thought it'll be in July) so yeahhhh~ it bites. It bites to the boneeee!! Grrr. But oklah. I guess everything happens for a reason. And i believe that we'll pull through this. If worst comes to worst...ill just live in Brunei Hall for 19 days before my family comes and i join them in our rented apartment. Huhuhuhhuhuhu.

We had game night for the Brusheff society ummm....on friday night. it was aweEeeeesome. had a blast. played this game...i have NO idea what its called.. but pokoknya it was migraine-giving-laughing-fun. Took loads and loadsss of pics. which i will uploadddd as soon as i steal the pics from fish. hehehe.

Oh yeah...i just remembered. TODAY is FATHER'S DAY!!! I wonder if my dad got the package i sent him sudah. Brunei post is so damn slow sometimes its annoying -_-

That's one thing im gonna miss here. The post!! I LOVE how ALL the post, may it be packages or boxes....they will deliver it straight to your door. I swear, if i ever become minister (of communications?) i will strive to improve the postal system in Brunei. WAHAHAHA. Si taei aku ah...but that'll be cool though.. a FEMALE minister. nantitah ku mencuba. :P

Dijah is sleeping over at Sheffield till the 21st this mth...and Ena's coming today. so yay! sleepover week. But i think they (her and fish) are still sleeping in the next room. Boring eh. maybe i should wake em up. How the heck can they stay asleep with all the light shining through the curtains man? Hmmm....and my tummy's growling. Maybe i should find something to eat before i wake em up. ..... -_-

Classssicccssss~~~~ :)

SIALANNNNNNNN!!!! BRENGSEKKKKKK!!!!


ARGH!! gwe seettteeerrreeessssss bangatttttt!!! pusing kepalaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

HMPF. okay. just need to vent things out. i seriously feel like pulling a katherine heigl and start smacking my purse against the wall and say

"MOTHER FUCKERRRRRR!!!!!!!"

:'(

ok. i have been guilty about not posting enough lately. but ive got a good reason. im freaking studying for my last exam paper, ofcourse i don't really HAVE time :P nyehhhh!! hehehe (defensiveeeeee~~) hehehe. nadabah.

anyways....i just checked out Airul's blog. You guys should check out this particular post. Really enlightening. And its very scary as well. Imagine if things were to keep up this way. If ppl were to remain blissfully ignorant or they just really dont give a rat's ass. Im really scared on the disastrous effects it can have for the future generation and on MY babies!! eh..melarat. bah check this out! Lick My Batteries.

Interesting isnt it?

Too serious for your brain? Need something totally funny that will make u laugh? hehehe. Check this other post out. Falling In Love. Pokoknya caliiiiiiii lah post nya satu ani. hahaha. I especially love the lil comic strip at the end. Kiut miut to the max!

Heyyyy~ this is turning more to be an actual post now. heh heh heh. Can't blame me for not updating regularly now. HAH! (although i did leech on Oirul there to have a bit of entertain on my post NYAAHAHAHHA)

oh yeahhhhh baby~~~

ive just sent out my claims letter and hope that they will credit my account this july. summer sale here i comeeeee~~ heh heh heh. *thoughts of awesome shopping with my family are racing through my head rite now*

this is really dumb though. i havent even finished my last exam paper and im already excited. talorrr talor. but i cant help it you know. i havent seen my family in MONTHSSS and im totally excited to show em around. Although i cant gurantee ill show em a good time but this is still fucking awesome. i really can't wait.

today is the 4th. Sai and rashie and azie..and i cant think of anyone else who takes auditing...is sitting for their last paper today. and yet again..there will be more ppl who are rejoicing their new found freedom. and i will be the last one being bitter. well me and jidin as well lah. but jidin is never around me...so we both cant be depressed together. so BOO! im alooOoooOoooneeeee~~~

lonellllyyyy~~ im so lonelyyyyy~~~ (i dont care what u effers say..i still think this song is cute :P)

ok...i really dont know why im blogging. i just feel the need to do something utterly useless before i start grinding my nose in the books again. okay..ill just start typing the first thing that pops into my head.

*business strategy* eh shit...i dont wanna talk about biz strategy. so utterly boring (for you guys i mean..not for me.. esehhh~ mcm si taei hahaha)

*change* yes yes. that seems like a better topic.

have you guys ever wondered whether you've changed in the last few years? i like to think that i havent changed. But antah ah. maybe i have. i still talk to the same ppl ive hung out with since form 1...some ppl from primary school...altho im very ashamed to admit that i dont really keep in touch with the girls i hung out with in primary school. its such a shame. we had good times. its not cause aku ambung. its just that i really SUCK at keeping in touch bah. macam.. antah ah. i still do have them in my facebook/friendster and all. tapi antah. we just drifted apart i suppose. high school happened. we all went to different schools. and the phone calls stopped. masa dulu mana ada text msgs kamu ani eh. so it was harder to keep in touch. u can only have several phonecalls before u start getting bored and busy u know?

but im really glad that i still kept in touch with my girls now. i really am. i remember mentioning last time about how lucky i am that i still have them 7 girls in my life. why? well...you know how its really hard to find those ppl who will accept you for who you are despite all your flaws? (except for family lah - you'll always be binded to them no matter what) eh..im geting out of topic here. Anyways, like i said..its hard enough finding that ONE person who can accept you for who you are...but finding seven of em? thats a whole treasure right there :') i lap youse all to the max!!!!!!

awubah. and u other guys as well. you all know who you are. hehehe. kamu pun kiut miut and adorable to the max. and im thankful for you guys as well :)

pokoknya? i dont know what the purpose of today's blog is. all i know is that i wanted to talk about change and i talked about finding ppl accepting me despite my flaws. hehehehehe. the art of conversation. you gotta love em.

oOoooOoo. shayne ward is playing on my itunes rite now. i still like this song though. and he looks HOT in the videoclip. yg mana satu you ask? "if thats ok with you" bah. check it out on youtube. RAWR!

Heads up to graduating Brusheff peeps!!!

I think all of us are buying our graduation robes right? and im also super duper sure that all of you know by now that we can make a claim on it arah the brunei students unit.

I called the welfare officer tadi andddd here are the claims that we can make:

- Undergraduate graduation robe
- Travelling expenses to heathrow airport

How we can make the claims:

- Make a letter (stating your sort code and account number in the letter)
- Enclose the receipts of all the transactions
- Enclose the bank statement that shows the money being debited from your account :)

Oh...and the letter should be addressed to the director of studies. He will then forward our letter to the finance department!!!

ANDDDDD...here's the GOOD news. if you make your claims now, meaning ASAP. They can even credit it to our account this JULY!!! YAY :) so to those who need the money for summer sale kahhh..apakahhhh..baiktah send your letters now. HEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!

yes....you're welcome. Appreciation gifts (including monetary ones $$$$) are accepted. Just IB it into my account. A pink 8GB nano is also preferred. HAHAHAHA