Tuesday, 1 July 2008

My last post before i will be very quite for a while. Booooo. hehehe. i came across this video on youtube a few days back. This is quite is soooo in love with his kitty. he actually made a SONG about his cat. It's quite kiut. And he even made several series about his cat. That's right SERIES. Liat lah! it's at the related videos tu. heehee. The series are called "mean kitty". My favourite is ep1. The one with the witch doctor. Simply because the witch doctor dances funny. It cracks me up. hehehehehehe.



Monday, 30 June 2008

Tomorrow is my last day in this house.

Yup. Im definitely gonna miss this house. Let's just hope the new place ani inda pangit. I've never actually seen the inside of the house. I heard from Syam that the previous tenants are a bit mihir...so let's hope that when they moved out of their place they cleaned it up real good and that it doesnt stink :s

I haven't packed the remaining stuff that i have left. heehee. I've got four luggages...one big box left...and a slightly used box that i wanna put my food/groceries in nanti. darn. i need a damn taxi. thank god the juniors' place ani realllyyyyy ampir. It's about 5 mins walk from my place. But still...we totally need a taxi. Barat kali ah :P

But we are gonna get our deposit back from the landlord today. nyahahahahahha! $$$$. let's hope he gives us the money like...early. hmpf. But darn...banyak utang ku kan bayar. Depleteeee lagi balik account ku.

I was reading nichan's blog and read her post on her playing sims. seriously? u hafta kill one of your kid off if you don't have enough money for food? darn. that's tough. But then again...i kill mine off if it's not good looking enough. HAHAAHAHAHHA. that's one can of tough love right there!! *snicker*

We had a meeting about the presentation that we're going to do during graduation night yesterday afternoon. And im glad to say that we got it over and done with. So now we've got a rough structure of how the presentation is going to be. Thanks everyone for being so cooperative and giving the ideas :)

I won't be posting anything for a veryyyy long time. I think lah. pasal nada internet for a while. Boo :( i THINK lah! unless we can leech off someone's wifi arah the new place ani...we'll see....we'll see. hehehehe.

aights..im gonna start packing SOME of my stuff now :P


Saturday, 28 June 2008

:)

i am happy! i am glad! why u ask? okay...let me just rewind and tell you how my day went. *ahem*
woke up pretty late. I actually set my alarm to 7.30am tadi...cause i wanted to jog. I've been meaning to since....ever since exams were over actually...but things came up...friends visited (which i totally loved mind you :P hehe) andddd....there's the moving thing. So its safe to say that i just didn't have the time ok? nyehhhhh!! i actually slept late. By late i meant....3am?? i was just tossing and turning in bed..willing my eyes to close...and i seriously don't remember when i conked out. I can't put my finger on whether it was the can of coke i drank before going to sleep orrrr..the fact that it was my first time sleeping in the dark without my nightlamp. (packed my nightlamp in the box sudah cause the shipping company ppl came to pick up the things this morning) and oh yes....im AFRAID of the dark...so i had to leave my door slightly ajar to allow the light from the hallway to light up my room a WEE bit. So i had trouble sleeping :P

So you can imagine how grumpy i was when my alarm went off at 7.30 tadi pagi. and i ended up setting it to 9.30. haha. useless i tell ya. Even waking up to Jesse's leaving didn't faze me. Grumpy banar jua sudah tu :P

anyhooos....shipping ppl came....my room is so EMPTY i actually felt a bit nostalgic and sad. Me,fish and sai was cleaning the house tadi.... and *drum rolls playing* got a text msg from Lei around 4pm. And it read "degree classification keluar arah management school sudah". so u can imagine how nervous and scared i got.

my legs felt weak and miraculously..i managed to walk out of my room and walked to the stairs and told Fish and Sai about it. They pretty much got the same reaction as i did...called Lei up...he confirmed it... and told us what we got. TOTALLY ECSTATIC when i learnt that i passed. heehee! awu banar...my grades are so pangit i was really scared i wouldn't pass :p But hurrahhhh! i got a 2.2!! happyyyy brabis!!! It's provisional plang baru. But hey...im hopeful :) And honestly? i.ve been praying and praying that i could at least get a 2.2 cause in the end...i only care that i can make the requirement to apply for a job...what matters now is the interviews...no? so hurrayyyyy!! im grateful..and happy and totally besyukur. and i just hope semua orang dapat pass jua.

CONGRATS BRUSHEFF PEEPS!!! WE MADE ITTTTT :)


and after Lei told us what we got atu....i just felt relieved...seriously..it was like a huge weight lifted off my shoulders. i mean..i know exams are over and done with..but i was KINDA afraid to have TOO much fun...cause my degree classification was still lingering at the back of my mind and i was worried about that...but now.. heh heh... i can finally accept the fact that i PASSED!! my degree is over and done with. YAY!! happy ku eh! and apa nah? i just bawled! seriously. i cried. and when i say CRIED ... i mean CRY BRABIS! atu tears of joy brabis. it was already 11.30pm di brunei when i wanted to tell my parents the good news..so i ended up calling anis instead. and i know my lil sis was all awkward cause she didnt know what to say .. cause seriously? i was just crying over the phone. heehee. sorry nichan pichan. HAPPY KU BAH! you'll know nanti when u go through what i did :P bloody hell..im getting all teary eyed again now that i think about it. Confirm tah ni...confirm banarrr tah im gonna cry during graduation nanti. bida makeup slajur ni. mesti pakai yg waterproof ni. BANAR!! hehehe. shared my good news with my close friends and contacted those who i know would be happy to share my good news and joy with me as well. *sniff* i love kamu :)

so as for now? i really really can't wait for graduation day now. *sniffff* im so sappy rite now. Maybe it's the PMS thats talking. eh!! pangit eh.

so after i got off the phone with Lei tadi. quickly prayed zuhur.. tukar from my trackpants to jeans....and just walked to management school with Fish and Sai. After that we had dinner at Aslan's...then hung out at Naseeq's place...where we again...cooked lagi. hehehe. it was great fun kamu :) durang Naseeq, Jidin and Rash are staying over at Opal. Lawa the place. It's like a miniature apartment all rolled in one cute room. So siuk to main2 with. banar. mcm pemainan bah. Suka ku liat.

OoOoo..speaking of which...on our way to management school tadi kan..we naturally passed by that Scarborough Arms place? the bar that was at the end of our street...and we passed by several Tv ppl and news van. Pikir apa...rupanya apanah? they were covering this news story about a lil girl that passed away at this place above the bar. According to Naseeq...she was left a few weeks there by her father..and she died because of starvation kah...and they found the place really dirty. and by dirty i mean....dog shit. seriously. mihir eh. how can anyone do that to a lil kid ah? kids are the most adorable beings in this world. tsktsktsk. when they found the lil girl..her body was already starting to decompose bah. So she must've died a long time ago sudah. It's kinda scary though. i mean..we pass by the place like..a million times...everyday on our way to school apa..and to think that a decomposing corpse was there. *shudder* scary thought.

ok..its half past 1am sudah. i really should sleep soon if i wanna wake up early and have enough sleep to get my lazy butt up to jog tomorrow :P

all in all? mizah happpyyyy brabis :)

Thursday, 26 June 2008

OMIGAWDDDDD!!!! MY NIECE IS SO BLOODY ADORABLE I FEEL LIKE BITING HER!!! hehehehehe. i just visited anis' webbie and saw her pics. can she BE anymore cuter?!??!?! grigitan ku liat eh! u just wanna bite her cheeks. RAWR! hehehehe. so i took the liberty of copying the images from her webbie so i can show it off on mine as well. heh heh.

btw nichan. ur blog is so PANGIT. i can steal pics off your webbie. u can't do that with mine. NYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! == (u know wat that emoticon is hahaha)

*ahem* on to more important things.... here are her pics. KIUT MIUT ehhhhhhh!!!! i can't wait to meet her :')








She's wearing a tudong in this pic. KIUT AH?!??! her cheeks look extra prominent in this one. heehee!!


She's leaning against anis here. Lookit how SMALL she is!!! EE!! KIUT!!




BULIH LAGI ADORABLE???? she's looking up at Anis here i think. hehehehe



Ani belabih ahhhh~ menyandar arah urang and watching a movie arah the laptop. hehehehe. ehhhh~~~ kiut ehhhhh! pandai ia teranahhhh!! hehehehe




Tuesday, 24 June 2008

I'm experiencing mixed feelings at the moment. I'm almost done with my packing and i am kinda bummed about leaving this house. I think i've grown attached to it. Seeing all these boxes stacked in my room.... *sigh* is a BIT depressing. Don't get me wrong, im ecstatic about going back home for good...i just can't help but feel that there will also be some things that i WILL miss here.

Most importantly there will be my housemates..i've grown so used to seeing them everyday and it's gonna be a tad weird not seeing them everyday nanti. I know we don't hang out 24/7..but still...i'm gonna miss hanging out with em. And i *know* we can always see each other in Brunei...but you know how it is...everyone will be doing their own things and everyone will be busy with their new jobs and life...so it'll be hard to work around your schedule to accommodate everyone else...so it'll be hard to keep in touch. Plus i suck at keeping in touch anyway...so that'll be DOUBLY hard. Feh! :p

Then there are the shops (haha! oh u know it! :p)

Other than that i won't miss anything else much.

Oh and my right foot hurts like hell. I have *no* idea why. It just freaking hurts! Woke up one morning... and BOOM! it hurts to even walk. So ive been rubbing my sole with minyak geliga (minyak kepercayaan tuuuu!!) every now and then...so now i reek of it. heh heh.

There are other things that i know needs to be done today...but i just feel like its all over the place...so i think i need to have a sit down and reflect on the things i need to do dulu... i realize i think more clearly that way. Like i need a list of things and map out what needs to be done. Kalau inda i'll go crazy, and i won't have the faintest idea on where to start. I know...i can be such a freak in that sense. :P

Oh!! and i just remembered something. Nichan pichan??? wth happened to ur tagboard? i cant leave sicko msgs there anymore. anyhoos...about the peach girl thing..sebanarnyaaaaa...aku lamaaaaaa sudah liat the series version with vanness on it. i keep forgetting to mention it. heehee. and yes...the ppl are so pangit. But they grow on u. But i prefer the anime better :P

Ugh. My tummy is making weird noises. It never used to be like this. I have no idea when it started.

Speaking of which...i just remembered something...ill be going to London this 3rd July with Fish. Also meeting up with my girls di sana jua. so u guys BETTER make it. orrrr...or...ill throw a fit... ill throw a hissy fit. no no..better yet...ill throw a BF!! (bitch fit bah) so u better start bali tickets sudah! HMPF

So that meannnnssss...im gonna stay over at the juniors place like.... less than 2 weeks kali saja. Since im going to London again mid June to pick my family up and ill be staying with em till i go back. Woohooo!! i really cant wait to see em. rinduuuuuuu~~~~ :) :) :)

I just noticed that i keep jumping from one topic to one topic. Eh palau eh.

Oh speaking of the apartment....Im totally glad that i got a reply from the chick in-charge. She said they can provide cable internet for me to go online. Woohooo~ i THINK theres something wrong with my wireless internet card bah...so i asked her whether i can go online using cable and she said i could. oh yeahhhhh~ so at least i WONT be so bored nanti in July. oh yeaaahhhhh~~~ but ill be internet-less from the 1st till 19th tho. aiyayayayayayaaaaa....ive grown SO accustomed to having the internet at my expense that i cant imagine living life without it O_O. tapi talor jua tu... if i have it around nada jua slalu ku pakai...except to go on msn and check my mail. i just LIKE knowing the fact that i can go on whenever i want to kali... that knowledge of knowing u CAN whenever u FEEL like it u know? geddit? geddit? eh...nvm. :P

July is around the corner...and that means RESULTS are around the corner. im scared as hell. Im soOoo takut about degree classification ani. i really hope that EVERYONE dpt graduate this yr. and i also hope that i pass...wah. takut ku eh. tawakal lah saja. aminnnn!! mudahannn kami semua pass.

oh yeah. i just remembered what i need to add to my list of things to do...looking for pics that i can compile in the slide show presentation for the grad nite thing. I might as well start looking for photos and things to put in...and songs that i could put in. I wonder if dpt tu kalau pakai powerpoint ah? ill check and see lah. make a draft and see how it looks. It's kinda cool though...im trying to angan2 that its like a presentation that i need to be making for my job...and this is like a proposal or something. (biar tia aku angan2 bah....anything to make it as interesting as possible here! hehehehehe)

Bloody hell...baru ku ingat lagi. i need to get started with my c.v. jua. haiyahhhh! my list is getting longer and longer. hmpf.

*breathes in...breathes out* (think of it as something fun...think of it as something fun)

wow..this is one very long rambling-like post. merati kah kamu inda ni? hehehehe. can't help it. this is how i *talk* :P

Sunday, 22 June 2008

My friend airul gave me this link to test your "human metrics". He says its uncannily accurate. So i obviously...got curious and decided to check it out myself. To those who are interested in taking this test...it's available at:

http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp


anyhoos...i did it...and i gotttttt


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Your Type is
ENFJ
ExtravertedIntuitiveFeelingJudging
Strength of the preferences %
11125044


Qualitative analysis of your type formula

You are:
  • slightly expressed extravert
  • slightly expressed intuitive personality
  • moderately expressed feeling personality
  • moderately expressed judging personality

Idealist Portrait of the Teacher (ENFJ)

Even more than the other Idealists, Teachers have a natural talent for leading students or trainees toward learning, or as Idealists like to think of it, they are capable of calling forth each learner's potentials. Teachers (around two percent of the population) are able - effortlessly, it seems, and almost endlessly-to dream up fascinating learning activities for their students to engage in. In some Teachers, this ability to fire the imagination can amount to a kind of genius which other types find hard to emulate. But perhaps their greatest strength lies in their belief in their students. Teachers look for the best in their students, and communicate clearly that each one has untold potential, and this confidence can inspire their students to grow and develop more than they ever thought possible.

In whatever field they choose, Teachers consider people their highest priority, and they instinctively communicate personal concern and a willingness to become involved. Warmly outgoing, and perhaps the most expressive of all the types, Teachers are remarkably good with language, especially when communicating in speech, face to face. And they do not hesitate to speak out and let their feelings be known. Bubbling with enthusiasm, Teachers will voice their passions with dramatic flourish, and can, with practice, become charismatic public speakers. This verbal ability gives Teachers a good deal of influence in groups, and they are often asked to take a leadership role.

Teachers like things settled and organized, and will schedule their work hours and social engagements well ahead of time-and they are absolutely trustworthy in honoring these commitments. Valuing as they do interpersonal cooperation and harmonious relations, Teachers are extraordinarily tolerant of others, are easy to get along with, and are usually popular wherever they are.

Teachers are highly sensitive to others, which is to say their intuition tends to be well developed. Certainly their insight into themselves and others is unparalleled. Without a doubt, they know what is going on inside themselves, and they can read other people with uncanny accuracy. Teachers also identify with others quite easily, and will actually find themselves picking up the characteristics, emotions, and beliefs of those around them. Because they slip almost unconsciously into other people's skin in this way, Teachers feel closely connected with those around them, and thus show a sincere interest in the joys and problems of their employees, colleagues, students, clients, and loved ones.

Mikhail Gorbachev, Oprah Winfrey, Pope John Paul II, Ralph Nader, John Wooden, and Margaret Mead are examples of Teacher Idealists.


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How effing cool is that? and they had this link about which job is best suited for ppl like me... and it wasss

The Idealists are the group most attuned to values and seeking the greater good. Famous Idealists are Martin Luther King, Jr., Mahatma Ghandi, and Oprah Winfrey.

Of all the Idealists, the Teacher (ENFJ) is the most likely to seek leadership positions in the private or public sector. The Teacher is drawn to careers in education or social services, such as college professor, high school teacher, social worker, or non-profit director. In business they are often trainers, sales managers, recruiters, or executives. Since they are good at building relationships, they may be fund raisers or recruiters. They also are found in jobs such as a health advisor, clergy, facilitator, or counselor.

I know i wanna be somewhere in HRM and dealing with ppl rather than pushing papers...so maybeeee maybeee...i shud give it a shot eh? coolies =^.^=


Saturday, 21 June 2008




I really really like this song. It appeals to my inner dark side nyehehehe. I got this song off ni-chan's blog. So i googled for the song...trying to see whether i could find the mp3 so i can dl it. and loOoooo and behold. Ada videoclip rupanya. I like the cello break. Veryyyyy lawa! :)

I have no idea what this song is about though...So to those ppl who understands japanese.... sound2 eh!

Lyrics:
Hi Miss Alice
Anata garasu no
me de donna yume wo
mirareru no?
miirareru no?

Mata atashi
Kokoro ga sakete nagara deru
tsukuroutta sukima ni sasaru
kiokutachi

Hi Miss Alice
Anata ga jitsu no
kuchi de dare ni ai wa
nageteru no?
nageiteru no?

Mou atashi
kotoba o tsumuku
shita no netsu
same kitte meteru o utamo

Utae nai
Still you do not answer.