my god. ive got disturbing things going through my head right now. sex and the city the movie is out now right? but i obviously can't watch it now. 2 very good reasons why i can't. the first would be cause im strapped for cash. (ive got to pay 375pounds for my freaking robe! thats why not) and second..ive got exams. HEH! But it's 75% more because im strapped for cash lah. hehehe.

anyhooos....to watch the movie..ive gotta finish watching the whole 6 seasons rite? i know..the season has ended like...a gazillion years ago...its just that i didnt have the money to buy ALL the boxsets...i only bought the 1st 2 seasons...and and andddd...being in brunei then...downloading the episodes were a bitch. its so effin slow it'll take forever. which is why i opted to buy the boxsets instead. anyhoos....internet is much faster where i am now. so i downloaded the 3rd season like..last week. and ive smartly managed to watch the episodes while im having lunch or before i sleep. smart eh? hehehe. shit. ive got 3 seasons to watch lagi before i can watch the movie.... -_- blame it on sopranos...grey's anatomy...criminal minds....gossip girl...samantha who and how i met your mother on why i havent gotten around to finish watching SATC (that stands for sex and the city btw). shitness...i just realized just how much series there are to watch. and i havent even included lipstick jungle and cashmere mafia!!!

eh...see? i always get off tangent to what i wanna say. *ahem* where was i? ah yes...i just finished watching ep 10 on season 3 tadi. (warning to those who havent watched season 3 and doesnt wanna know what's going on - pls do not read any further) but carrie is being such a bitch for cheating on her oh-so-nice bf and going for her MARRIED ex-bf!! talor kali. she has a good thing going on with her current bf..not to mention being hotter and sweeter than her ex. andddd..her ex is equally stupid as well. WHY OH WHY is he cheating on his hot young tall wife for carrie? yeah..shes got a nice body but shes shorter AND older?? ehhhh~ inda ku paham.

which leads me to have these disturbing thoughts in my head. are ppl never satisfied with what they have? i remember when carrie just started dating her current bf now..and she was overrr the moon about going on dates with him and all. and now that she has him..and they are happy and everything is smooth sailing and blue skies everywhere...shes going for something fucked up and wrong. is this what ppl want? or does she like the chase saja and once she has it she's bored now?

is human nature really like this? we only like the chase? once we have that thing we want...we'll get bored over it easily?

scratching my brain and trying to find real life examples...i figured taking myself as an example would be simple enough. just this morning i was going through ebay and searching for a bargain on the new pink nano. i loveeeeee this lil baby, even when i don't have it ... YET. heh heh. you would think having a nano already would make me satisfied. but noooo...i need to have the new 8GB one. a PINK one i might add. why can't i just settle for the old boring white one? WHY DO I NEED A NEW ONE? deep down i know i dont NEED it..but i know that i just want it.

will i never be satisfied with what i have? shit. i hope im not a carrie bradshaw waiting to happen. but then again. im such a materialistic bitch i probably won't ever be satisfied with all the material things in this world. but i know i won't be like that in a relationship. esehhhh~~ hehehehehe. *blush*

awu eh. im probably the record holder among my group for being in a longest relationship. 7 yrs man!!! crap. kalau ada anak tiap2 tahun ah...7 sudah anak ku bah ni. although i have a feeling mardhi is going to top me on that with her man herman. awhhh~ they are so getting hitched soon. but then again. i know that fifah is definitely gonna marry before mardhi. kan kan kan fif? when are u getting married eh? *nudge nudge* hehehe.

OMG. i feel so old. i cant believe im talking about marriages and babies. im gonna stop before i talk about menopause and havin grandkids ;p

Remember her? Marie Digby? name is pronounced Ma-ree-ay rupanya.

Anywayssss.....a couple of months back i posted this song of her. One of my personal favourites. hehehe. probably cause i can relate to it :) ill post it p lagi skali lahhhhh~ to refresh your memories :P hereeee'ssss "stupid for you".





lawa ah? i like the song. you seeeee....im talking about it cause she released her albummmmm! lama plang sudah. she released it last April....i just came across her videoclip!! her first official videoclip!! yayyy! and the song is niceeeee toOOooo! so i instantly searched for the torrents to her album. and i found it. YAY! buttt...i dont really like the album version of "stupid for you" i prefer the piano version (refer to clip above) ah wellll~ i still like the song though. Here's the official video to her first single of her album. its called "say it again"



siapa minta the songs..just nudge me on msn. or im feeling extra rajin ill even email it to you. god knows just how slow the internet connection is these days :P

Do you guys remember this song? I remember loving this song soOooo much when i was in KG2. i would listen to it balik2. i even had my dad buy the cassette for me. hehehe. CLASSIC EH!! CASSETTE!!!! hahaha. check this video out. lawaaa the song.

I like it when Keanu Reeves was talking. I just realized just how sexy his voice is. "terrible? no...it just reminds you that we are all alone that's all"

darn. he gave me the chills. heh heh heh.

*yawns*

5 more days till exams start. im shitting in my pants. *SHRIEKS*

i just checked and read my tag board. Sheila and Zul linked me. coolies. Sheila didn't leave her blog's addy on her tagboard msg though...but Zul did. So when i visited Zul's blog...ada Sheila linked on his webbie as well. awesomeness. so i checked hers out... and rupanya Syami pun ada! nyehehehe. U see...i like to blog hop sometimes as well. So this is awesome. Im so kepoh..so i like to read what ppl have been doing with their lives as well. Yeah. Aku penyebok. Heehee ;P I'll permanently link em krg lah.

I finished downloading all Britney Spears 7 albums kelmarin. I was just listening to some of her songs..and i remembered shes got some cool songs from her album...so since i didn't bring it here with me (ketara jua ada all her albums tu hehe!) i decided to dl it arah limewire. But heck...limewire was so DUMB. it made my computer lag brabisssssss~ so that got me so MENTAL. so i found a torrent for all 7 cds. i love technology. siapa blame technology atu talor tu *snicker*

A good Britney Spears song that fellow fans should listen to:
- One Kiss From You
- When Your Eyes Say It
- Email My Heart
- You Got It All
- I've Got That Boom Boom
- Outrageous
- Curious

and again. i stress that this is for BRITNEY lovers. so if you only like *some* of her songs, you might think that most of em are too girly or has weak beats :P hmpf

FREEDOMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!

hehehe. well technically...yes. freedom from assignments. i just handed in my last assignment. EVER! wow...i just realized that. seriously. i just did. how awesome is that? no more assignments till...well...FOREVER! muahahaha.

im so glad i got the third case study out of my mind. that was such a huge relief. *phew* now i can finally concentrate on studying for exams. my LAST exams mind you. hehe. for the time being anyway lah. I know ill go through more exams since im seriously considering doing the ACCA. but im not gonna worry too much into the future now. lalalalalalala~

its 7pm...and its still light out. i hate the time here. its so effing weird. i showered early today. pasal si fish awal mandi sudah. and i thought...that must feel good...so aku pun mau jua. hahahaha.

After handing our assignment this morning..us girls decided to hang out at cityview cafe and study di sana saja...so we stopped by at rashies place to pick her up dulu before heading out to the student union.

tried studying tadi..but its ok lah. i got some in. but i was too sleepy..so i curled up at the couch to sleep skajapppp saja. but then some guy who sounded a lot like borat woke me up. talor. so i continued studying. but then this lingka chick was talkin too loud...so i cudnt concentrate...grrr. so i had to cucuk telinga with my ipod. barutah dapat masuk. she sounded like a sim tadi. banar. komon sinara? jahaula! <--- only sim freaks will know wat this is. hahahahaa.

bah bah. i should get to studying. ive got enough break sudah :)

man im such a geek

The Basics

Hair Color:	Black
Eye Color:	Dark Brown
Height:	157 cm :P
Profession:	Student by day, compulsive shopper by night hehe
Relationship Status:	Single and ready to mingle ;) hehehe
Religious Views:	Islamic

My Favorites

Favorite Color:	Pink
Favorite Car:	Lexus SC430
Favorite Movie:	u mean movies right? clueless, 10 things i hate about you, bring it on, far and away, se7en, juno, i am legend, malibus most wanted, hot fuzz....etc
Favorite Hobby:	shopping, surfing, sleeping over or having friends sleepover, eating out
Favorite Song/Singer:	Mariah Carey, Shania Twain, Destiny's Child, P.Diddy, Ciara, Sheila on 7, Chris Brown, My Chemical Romance, Linkin Park, McFly...eh banyak eh
Favorite Book/Author:	Amy Tan, Judith McNaught, Sophie Kinsella, No Logo, Dan Brown, Pride and Prejudice, Memoirs of a geisha
Favorite School Subject:	I used to like Maths Syllabus D back in high school, that was easy. hehehe
Favorite Vacation Destination:	Paris!!
Favorite Food:	Pizza Hut's Beef lasagne. Mama's cooking, shes superb! seriously... *Drool*
Favorite Restaurant:	Airport restaurant, c.a. mohd yayasan (mee mamak there is the best!), dynasty for the dimsum
Favorite Animal:	koocheng
Favorite Store:	accessorize, boots, river island and next
Favorite Celebrity :	adam sandler?
Favorite Childhood Friend:	Kamu 7 yg gila hehe
Favorite Childhood Memory:	Us singing in the car on the way to amal's place at the top of our lungs :')
Favorite Baby Name:	maximus gladiatos shamamus hahahahaha
Favorite Person In Your Life:	can i make it persons? my family :)
Favorite Facebook Application :	heh heh...mestilah ani! (mcm dpt hadiah saja aku ah...)

This or That

Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate bar and vanilla icecream
Big Mac or Whopper:	big mac
Coke or Pepsi :	coke
Beer or Wine:	neither
Coffee or Tea:	tea pls :)
Apple Juice or O.J.:	apple juice
Facebook or MySpace:	facebook
Summer or Winter:	summer. i hate the cold weather. blech
Windows or Mac:	windows lah.
Cats or Dogs:	cats for life baby! hehe
Boxers or Briefs:	oOoo...haha. boxers?
Rain or Shine :	shine. but id like it to rain in the afternoon when i feel like staying in. siuk begumpal hehe
Chips or Popcorn:	popcorn!! empire's sweeettt popcorn. tpi aku suka express punya chips jua....
Salty or Sweet:	sweet. i like em sweet baby!
Plane or Boat:	plane...its much faster :P
Morning or Night:	im a morning person :)
Movie or Play:	movie
Walk or Drive:	drive. im too lazy to walk. sayang kasut
Money or Love:	hmm...love. i can just make money rite?
Breakfast or Dinner:	eh gila? 2 atu saja?? i want all 3!!!
Forgiveness or Revenge:	it depends on the situation (uhoh..now u know i believe in revenge *evil laugh*)
Paint or Wallpaper:	Hmm..dua2 lawa. i guess paint lah. its much more economical i think
House or Apartment:	house. i want em BIG!!

Do You?

Have Any Pets:	used to. dont wany any anymore. bubbles is irreplaceable.
Have Any Children:	maybe in the future. aku mau 10!!! hahaha
Smoke:	hell no. firm believer that it will kill u one day
Drink:	nope
Exercise:	yes. i try to do it regularly :P
Spend Your Life On Facebook:	not as much :P
Play On A Sports Team:	hmm....occasionally!
Belong To Any Organizations:	em. yeah :)
Love Your Job:	well i sure hope i will love my job in the future
Like To Cook:	SOMETIMES. love to bake though.
Play An Instrument:	i play the violin terribly. if u ever feel like feeling constipated, give me a shoutout. hehe
Sing:	all the time. in my room, in the kitchen (belaki tua tia ku krg ni).
Dance:	whenever i get ready, i like to dance and jiggle to the music im listening to. hehehe
Speak Multiple Languages:	im bilingual :)
Ice Skate:	terribly. but i dont fall on my butt 90% of the time hehehe
Swim:	yepyep :)
Paint:	Hmm....i can probably make icky impressions of ppl and things on the paper. i suppose so :p
Write:	i don't really have a creative bone in my body. i only write when im forced to do so haha
Ski:	id love to try it out one day
Juggle:	nahhh..awful at it.

Have You Ever

Stolen Anything:	hahaha. yes. (very ashamed of it)
Been Drunk Before Noon:	never tried it :P
Got Caught Telling A Lie:	i suppose i have hehehe
Got A Speeding Ticket:	inda pernah ah...mari ku mencuba
Been Arrested:	never
Littered:	probably have but unintentionally. i usually just litter my bag though...
Fantasized About A Co-Worker:	hahaha. never.
Cheated On A Test:	Hmm..i dont think i have.
Cheated In A Relationship:	nope. firm believer of being loyal in a relationship thank you :)
Failed A Class:	*sigh* yes
Screened Your Phone Calls:	yes *blush*
Eaten Food Off The Floor:	hahaha. i tried to do that when i was a kid. thank god my mum saw before i put it in my mouth :P
Stuck Gum Under A Desk:	never
Wished You Were Someone Else:	hmmm....sometimes.
Cried During A Movie:	hahaha. A LOT
Had A One Night Stand:	nope :P

Other

Describe Yourself In One Word:	complicated?
Biggest Fear:	heights, losing someone
Biggest Mistake:	ugh..loads. dont even get me started :P
Your Proudest Accomplishment:	passing and getting to where i am :)
#1 Priority In Your Life:	making my family happy :)
Dream Job:	ahhh....not sure yet. ill be happy if i get a job that is suited for my qualification :)
Causes You Believe In:	not smoking.
Special Talents:	i can wake up early in the morning even if i dont have enough sleep the previous night :P haha
Where Are You Right Now:	in my room :)
Where Would You Rather Be:	home :(
Famous Person You Want To Meet:	oOoo....matthew lawrence? hehehe. hes HOT
Place To Visit Before You Die:	all the theme parks in the world...and um...the wonders of the world as well :)
Song Played At Your Funeral:	aku mau urg baca doa and sembhyg utk aku thank u very much :P

Dedicated to those who have loved and lost

"Bye Bye"

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

[Chorus]