Monday, 30 June 2008
Yup. Im definitely gonna miss this house. Let's just hope the new place ani inda pangit. I've never actually seen the inside of the house. I heard from Syam that the previous tenants are a bit mihir...so let's hope that when they moved out of their place they cleaned it up real good and that it doesnt stink :s
I haven't packed the remaining stuff that i have left. heehee. I've got four luggages...one big box left...and a slightly used box that i wanna put my food/groceries in nanti. darn. i need a damn taxi. thank god the juniors' place ani realllyyyyy ampir. It's about 5 mins walk from my place. But still...we totally need a taxi. Barat kali ah :P
But we are gonna get our deposit back from the landlord today. nyahahahahahha! $$$$. let's hope he gives us the money like...early. hmpf. But darn...banyak utang ku kan bayar. Depleteeee lagi balik account ku.
I was reading nichan's blog and read her post on her playing sims. seriously? u hafta kill one of your kid off if you don't have enough money for food? darn. that's tough. But then again...i kill mine off if it's not good looking enough. HAHAAHAHAHHA. that's one can of tough love right there!! *snicker*
We had a meeting about the presentation that we're going to do during graduation night yesterday afternoon. And im glad to say that we got it over and done with. So now we've got a rough structure of how the presentation is going to be. Thanks everyone for being so cooperative and giving the ideas :)
I won't be posting anything for a veryyyy long time. I think lah. pasal nada internet for a while. Boo :( i THINK lah! unless we can leech off someone's wifi arah the new place ani...we'll see....we'll see. hehehehe.
aights..im gonna start packing SOME of my stuff now :P
Saturday, 28 June 2008
i am happy! i am glad! why u ask? okay...let me just rewind and tell you how my day went. *ahem*
woke up pretty late. I actually set my alarm to 7.30am tadi...cause i wanted to jog. I've been meaning to since....ever since exams were over actually...but things came up...friends visited (which i totally loved mind you :P hehe) andddd....there's the moving thing. So its safe to say that i just didn't have the time ok? nyehhhhh!! i actually slept late. By late i meant....3am?? i was just tossing and turning in bed..willing my eyes to close...and i seriously don't remember when i conked out. I can't put my finger on whether it was the can of coke i drank before going to sleep orrrr..the fact that it was my first time sleeping in the dark without my nightlamp. (packed my nightlamp in the box sudah cause the shipping company ppl came to pick up the things this morning) and oh yes....im AFRAID of the dark...so i had to leave my door slightly ajar to allow the light from the hallway to light up my room a WEE bit. So i had trouble sleeping :P
So you can imagine how grumpy i was when my alarm went off at 7.30 tadi pagi. and i ended up setting it to 9.30. haha. useless i tell ya. Even waking up to Jesse's leaving didn't faze me. Grumpy banar jua sudah tu :P
anyhooos....shipping ppl came....my room is so EMPTY i actually felt a bit nostalgic and sad. Me,fish and sai was cleaning the house tadi.... and *drum rolls playing* got a text msg from Lei around 4pm. And it read "degree classification keluar arah management school sudah". so u can imagine how nervous and scared i got.
my legs felt weak and miraculously..i managed to walk out of my room and walked to the stairs and told Fish and Sai about it. They pretty much got the same reaction as i did...called Lei up...he confirmed it... and told us what we got. TOTALLY ECSTATIC when i learnt that i passed. heehee! awu banar...my grades are so pangit i was really scared i wouldn't pass :p But hurrahhhh! i got a 2.2!! happyyyy brabis!!! It's provisional plang baru. But hey...im hopeful :) And honestly? i.ve been praying and praying that i could at least get a 2.2 cause in the end...i only care that i can make the requirement to apply for a job...what matters now is the interviews...no? so hurrayyyyy!! im grateful..and happy and totally besyukur. and i just hope semua orang dapat pass jua.
CONGRATS BRUSHEFF PEEPS!!! WE MADE ITTTTT :)
and after Lei told us what we got atu....i just felt relieved...seriously..it was like a huge weight lifted off my shoulders. i mean..i know exams are over and done with..but i was KINDA afraid to have TOO much fun...cause my degree classification was still lingering at the back of my mind and i was worried about that...but now.. heh heh... i can finally accept the fact that i PASSED!! my degree is over and done with. YAY!! happy ku eh! and apa nah? i just bawled! seriously. i cried. and when i say CRIED ... i mean CRY BRABIS! atu tears of joy brabis. it was already 11.30pm di brunei when i wanted to tell my parents the good news..so i ended up calling anis instead. and i know my lil sis was all awkward cause she didnt know what to say .. cause seriously? i was just crying over the phone. heehee. sorry nichan pichan. HAPPY KU BAH! you'll know nanti when u go through what i did :P bloody hell..im getting all teary eyed again now that i think about it. Confirm tah ni...confirm banarrr tah im gonna cry during graduation nanti. bida makeup slajur ni. mesti pakai yg waterproof ni. BANAR!! hehehe. shared my good news with my close friends and contacted those who i know would be happy to share my good news and joy with me as well. *sniff* i love kamu :)
so as for now? i really really can't wait for graduation day now. *sniffff* im so sappy rite now. Maybe it's the PMS thats talking. eh!! pangit eh.
so after i got off the phone with Lei tadi. quickly prayed zuhur.. tukar from my trackpants to jeans....and just walked to management school with Fish and Sai. After that we had dinner at Aslan's...then hung out at Naseeq's place...where we again...cooked lagi. hehehe. it was great fun kamu :) durang Naseeq, Jidin and Rash are staying over at Opal. Lawa the place. It's like a miniature apartment all rolled in one cute room. So siuk to main2 with. banar. mcm pemainan bah. Suka ku liat.
OoOoo..speaking of which...on our way to management school tadi kan..we naturally passed by that Scarborough Arms place? the bar that was at the end of our street...and we passed by several Tv ppl and news van. Pikir apa...rupanya apanah? they were covering this news story about a lil girl that passed away at this place above the bar. According to Naseeq...she was left a few weeks there by her father..and she died because of starvation kah...and they found the place really dirty. and by dirty i mean....dog shit. seriously. mihir eh. how can anyone do that to a lil kid ah? kids are the most adorable beings in this world. tsktsktsk. when they found the lil girl..her body was already starting to decompose bah. So she must've died a long time ago sudah. It's kinda scary though. i mean..we pass by the place like..a million times...everyday on our way to school apa..and to think that a decomposing corpse was there. *shudder* scary thought.
ok..its half past 1am sudah. i really should sleep soon if i wanna wake up early and have enough sleep to get my lazy butt up to jog tomorrow :P
all in all? mizah happpyyyy brabis :)
Thursday, 26 June 2008
btw nichan. ur blog is so PANGIT. i can steal pics off your webbie. u can't do that with mine. NYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! == (u know wat that emoticon is hahaha)
*ahem* on to more important things.... here are her pics. KIUT MIUT ehhhhhhh!!!! i can't wait to meet her :')
She's wearing a tudong in this pic. KIUT AH?!??! her cheeks look extra prominent in this one. heehee!!
Ani belabih ahhhh~ menyandar arah urang and watching a movie arah the laptop. hehehehe. ehhhh~~~ kiut ehhhhh! pandai ia teranahhhh!! hehehehe
Tuesday, 24 June 2008
Most importantly there will be my housemates..i've grown so used to seeing them everyday and it's gonna be a tad weird not seeing them everyday nanti. I know we don't hang out 24/7..but still...i'm gonna miss hanging out with em. And i *know* we can always see each other in Brunei...but you know how it is...everyone will be doing their own things and everyone will be busy with their new jobs and life...so it'll be hard to work around your schedule to accommodate everyone else...so it'll be hard to keep in touch. Plus i suck at keeping in touch anyway...so that'll be DOUBLY hard. Feh! :p
Then there are the shops (haha! oh u know it! :p)
Other than that i won't miss anything else much.
Oh and my right foot hurts like hell. I have *no* idea why. It just freaking hurts! Woke up one morning... and BOOM! it hurts to even walk. So ive been rubbing my sole with minyak geliga (minyak kepercayaan tuuuu!!) every now and then...so now i reek of it. heh heh.
There are other things that i know needs to be done today...but i just feel like its all over the place...so i think i need to have a sit down and reflect on the things i need to do dulu... i realize i think more clearly that way. Like i need a list of things and map out what needs to be done. Kalau inda i'll go crazy, and i won't have the faintest idea on where to start. I know...i can be such a freak in that sense. :P
Oh!! and i just remembered something. Nichan pichan??? wth happened to ur tagboard? i cant leave sicko msgs there anymore. anyhoos...about the peach girl thing..sebanarnyaaaaa...aku lamaaaaaa sudah liat the series version with vanness on it. i keep forgetting to mention it. heehee. and yes...the ppl are so pangit. But they grow on u. But i prefer the anime better :P
Ugh. My tummy is making weird noises. It never used to be like this. I have no idea when it started.
Speaking of which...i just remembered something...ill be going to London this 3rd July with Fish. Also meeting up with my girls di sana jua. so u guys BETTER make it. orrrr...or...ill throw a fit... ill throw a hissy fit. no no..better yet...ill throw a BF!! (bitch fit bah) so u better start bali tickets sudah! HMPF
So that meannnnssss...im gonna stay over at the juniors place like.... less than 2 weeks kali saja. Since im going to London again mid June to pick my family up and ill be staying with em till i go back. Woohooo!! i really cant wait to see em. rinduuuuuuu~~~~ :) :) :)
I just noticed that i keep jumping from one topic to one topic. Eh palau eh.
Oh speaking of the apartment....Im totally glad that i got a reply from the chick in-charge. She said they can provide cable internet for me to go online. Woohooo~ i THINK theres something wrong with my wireless internet card bah...so i asked her whether i can go online using cable and she said i could. oh yeahhhhh~ so at least i WONT be so bored nanti in July. oh yeaaahhhhh~~~ but ill be internet-less from the 1st till 19th tho. aiyayayayayayaaaaa....ive grown SO accustomed to having the internet at my expense that i cant imagine living life without it O_O. tapi talor jua tu... if i have it around nada jua slalu ku pakai...except to go on msn and check my mail. i just LIKE knowing the fact that i can go on whenever i want to kali... that knowledge of knowing u CAN whenever u FEEL like it u know? geddit? geddit? eh...nvm. :P
July is around the corner...and that means RESULTS are around the corner. im scared as hell. Im soOoo takut about degree classification ani. i really hope that EVERYONE dpt graduate this yr. and i also hope that i pass...wah. takut ku eh. tawakal lah saja. aminnnn!! mudahannn kami semua pass.
oh yeah. i just remembered what i need to add to my list of things to do...looking for pics that i can compile in the slide show presentation for the grad nite thing. I might as well start looking for photos and things to put in...and songs that i could put in. I wonder if dpt tu kalau pakai powerpoint ah? ill check and see lah. make a draft and see how it looks. It's kinda cool though...im trying to angan2 that its like a presentation that i need to be making for my job...and this is like a proposal or something. (biar tia aku angan2 bah....anything to make it as interesting as possible here! hehehehehe)
Bloody hell...baru ku ingat lagi. i need to get started with my c.v. jua. haiyahhhh! my list is getting longer and longer. hmpf.
*breathes in...breathes out* (think of it as something fun...think of it as something fun)
wow..this is one very long rambling-like post. merati kah kamu inda ni? hehehehe. can't help it. this is how i *talk* :P
Sunday, 22 June 2008
http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp
anyhoos...i did it...and i gotttttt
ENFJ
Extraverted | Intuitive | Feeling | Judging |
Strength of the preferences % | |||
11 | 12 | 50 | 44 |
Qualitative analysis of your type formula
You are:
- slightly expressed extravert
- slightly expressed intuitive personality
- moderately expressed feeling personality
- moderately expressed judging personality
Even more than the other Idealists, Teachers have a natural talent for leading students or trainees toward learning, or as Idealists like to think of it, they are capable of calling forth each learner's potentials. Teachers (around two percent of the population) are able - effortlessly, it seems, and almost endlessly-to dream up fascinating learning activities for their students to engage in. In some Teachers, this ability to fire the imagination can amount to a kind of genius which other types find hard to emulate. But perhaps their greatest strength lies in their belief in their students. Teachers look for the best in their students, and communicate clearly that each one has untold potential, and this confidence can inspire their students to grow and develop more than they ever thought possible.
In whatever field they choose, Teachers consider people their highest priority, and they instinctively communicate personal concern and a willingness to become involved. Warmly outgoing, and perhaps the most expressive of all the types, Teachers are remarkably good with language, especially when communicating in speech, face to face. And they do not hesitate to speak out and let their feelings be known. Bubbling with enthusiasm, Teachers will voice their passions with dramatic flourish, and can, with practice, become charismatic public speakers. This verbal ability gives Teachers a good deal of influence in groups, and they are often asked to take a leadership role.
Teachers like things settled and organized, and will schedule their work hours and social engagements well ahead of time-and they are absolutely trustworthy in honoring these commitments. Valuing as they do interpersonal cooperation and harmonious relations, Teachers are extraordinarily tolerant of others, are easy to get along with, and are usually popular wherever they are.
Teachers are highly sensitive to others, which is to say their intuition tends to be well developed. Certainly their insight into themselves and others is unparalleled. Without a doubt, they know what is going on inside themselves, and they can read other people with uncanny accuracy. Teachers also identify with others quite easily, and will actually find themselves picking up the characteristics, emotions, and beliefs of those around them. Because they slip almost unconsciously into other people's skin in this way, Teachers feel closely connected with those around them, and thus show a sincere interest in the joys and problems of their employees, colleagues, students, clients, and loved ones.
Mikhail Gorbachev, Oprah Winfrey, Pope John Paul II, Ralph Nader, John Wooden, and Margaret Mead are examples of Teacher Idealists.
How effing cool is that? and they had this link about which job is best suited for ppl like me... and it wasss
The Idealists are the group most attuned to values and seeking the greater good. Famous Idealists are Martin Luther King, Jr., Mahatma Ghandi, and Oprah Winfrey.
Of all the Idealists, the Teacher (ENFJ) is the most likely to seek leadership positions in the private or public sector. The Teacher is drawn to careers in education or social services, such as college professor, high school teacher, social worker, or non-profit director. In business they are often trainers, sales managers, recruiters, or executives. Since they are good at building relationships, they may be fund raisers or recruiters. They also are found in jobs such as a health advisor, clergy, facilitator, or counselor.
I know i wanna be somewhere in HRM and dealing with ppl rather than pushing papers...so maybeeee maybeee...i shud give it a shot eh? coolies =^.^=
Saturday, 21 June 2008
I have no idea what this song is about though...So to those ppl who understands japanese.... sound2 eh!
Anata garasu no
me de donna yume wo
mirareru no?
miirareru no?
Mata atashi
Kokoro ga sakete nagara deru
tsukuroutta sukima ni sasaru
kiokutachi
Hi Miss Alice
Anata ga jitsu no
kuchi de dare ni ai wa
nageteru no?
nageiteru no?
Mou atashi
kotoba o tsumuku
shita no netsu
same kitte meteru o utamo
Utae nai
Still you do not answer.
Thursday, 19 June 2008
we had a lil impromptu surprise party for fish the other day for her birthday. me, dijah and ena went out to tesco skajap to buy some ingredients to make nasi ayam...so i mentioned that i wanna buy cake cause we should at least celebrate lagi skali and sing her happy birthday and it wont be proper without a cake rite? so we got to the cake section...got a cake. and one of us went
"tapi mesti ada candles! mana candles nya ah?"
so off we went to the party things section....and then we came across a candle....and thats when we saw the party hats and masks....
"ooOoooo!! we should have masks!!!"
"and this ribbon!!" (pointing to the ribbon that says 'birthday girl')
"and balllooooonnnnsss!!!!!"
"eh..lets throw her a lil surprise party!!"
hahaha. then we started hatching a plan to distract fish while the boys decorate the living room. it was good fun..and the food was deeeeelish! :) the girls should sleepover more often. cause i seriously can't be arsed to make myself make all these food. i CAN. its just that i dont have enough motivation to do so. kekekeke. ahhh...i feel like having the nasi ayam again. *drool*
will post up pics of that day soon. as soon as i get the pics from sai's camera and ena's laptop.
speaking of food....we made nasi lemak yesterday. i made the nasi..and it was menjadi!! woohoooo! i was a bit apprehensive at first...cause ive never tried before...even though ive seen my mum make it a gazillion times before. so hurrayyyy~ it works :)
our project for today will be soto. so ive to run out and buy the beef for the soto first..and the laksa. ohhhh joyyyy...this is going to be awesome. and we're gonna make pancakes jua today. as soon as the girls are up....i think those two are still sleeping -_-. i know fish is up dah coz shes on msn.
im hungry. im gonna have cereal now
Sunday, 15 June 2008
ok, i know it's been a while since i last blogged. Blame it on my new found freedom. I can't believe i've finished that chapter in my life. One of the longest chapters in my life mind you. SCHOOL LIFE! wahhhhhh~~ im glad. Although i am very very scared and nervous about my degree classification. But there's nothing i can do now but pray and hope for the best right? *phew*
a LOT has happened in this past week actually. I completed my degree....got kicked out of the house by my landlord....had a blast with the Brusheff society during game night (thats all in order btw)
Awubah. we didn't exactly get KICKED out lah. Our contract ends the end of june. We made a verbal agreement with the landlord to stay an additional month at this house, but now HIS dad is saying we can't Last minute lagi tu eh...sialan. He only told us LAST week that we can't stay here anymore. Pretty nice of him eh? So now we are going crazy trying to find a place to stay. So it's enough to say that we are totally strapped for cash now. Had to settle bills...buy boxes to move (didn't include that in my june budget - thought it'll be in July) so yeahhhh~ it bites. It bites to the boneeee!! Grrr. But oklah. I guess everything happens for a reason. And i believe that we'll pull through this. If worst comes to worst...ill just live in Brunei Hall for 19 days before my family comes and i join them in our rented apartment. Huhuhuhhuhuhu.
We had game night for the Brusheff society ummm....on friday night. it was aweEeeeesome. had a blast. played this game...i have NO idea what its called.. but pokoknya it was migraine-giving-laughing-fun. Took loads and loadsss of pics. which i will uploadddd as soon as i steal the pics from fish. hehehe.
Oh yeah...i just remembered. TODAY is FATHER'S DAY!!! I wonder if my dad got the package i sent him sudah. Brunei post is so damn slow sometimes its annoying -_-
That's one thing im gonna miss here. The post!! I LOVE how ALL the post, may it be packages or boxes....they will deliver it straight to your door. I swear, if i ever become minister (of communications?) i will strive to improve the postal system in Brunei. WAHAHAHA. Si taei aku ah...but that'll be cool though.. a FEMALE minister. nantitah ku mencuba. :P
Dijah is sleeping over at Sheffield till the 21st this mth...and Ena's coming today. so yay! sleepover week. But i think they (her and fish) are still sleeping in the next room. Boring eh. maybe i should wake em up. How the heck can they stay asleep with all the light shining through the curtains man? Hmmm....and my tummy's growling. Maybe i should find something to eat before i wake em up. ..... -_-
Monday, 9 June 2008
Sunday, 8 June 2008
Saturday, 7 June 2008
anyways....i just checked out Airul's blog. You guys should check out this particular post. Really enlightening. And its very scary as well. Imagine if things were to keep up this way. If ppl were to remain blissfully ignorant or they just really dont give a rat's ass. Im really scared on the disastrous effects it can have for the future generation and on MY babies!! eh..melarat. bah check this out! Lick My Batteries.
Interesting isnt it?
Too serious for your brain? Need something totally funny that will make u laugh? hehehe. Check this other post out. Falling In Love. Pokoknya caliiiiiiii lah post nya satu ani. hahaha. I especially love the lil comic strip at the end. Kiut miut to the max!
Heyyyy~ this is turning more to be an actual post now. heh heh heh. Can't blame me for not updating regularly now. HAH! (although i did leech on Oirul there to have a bit of entertain on my post NYAAHAHAHHA)
Wednesday, 4 June 2008
ive just sent out my claims letter and hope that they will credit my account this july. summer sale here i comeeeee~~ heh heh heh. *thoughts of awesome shopping with my family are racing through my head rite now*
this is really dumb though. i havent even finished my last exam paper and im already excited. talorrr talor. but i cant help it you know. i havent seen my family in MONTHSSS and im totally excited to show em around. Although i cant gurantee ill show em a good time but this is still fucking awesome. i really can't wait.
today is the 4th. Sai and rashie and azie..and i cant think of anyone else who takes auditing...is sitting for their last paper today. and yet again..there will be more ppl who are rejoicing their new found freedom. and i will be the last one being bitter. well me and jidin as well lah. but jidin is never around me...so we both cant be depressed together. so BOO! im alooOoooOoooneeeee~~~
lonellllyyyy~~ im so lonelyyyyy~~~ (i dont care what u effers say..i still think this song is cute :P)
ok...i really dont know why im blogging. i just feel the need to do something utterly useless before i start grinding my nose in the books again. okay..ill just start typing the first thing that pops into my head.
*business strategy* eh shit...i dont wanna talk about biz strategy. so utterly boring (for you guys i mean..not for me.. esehhh~ mcm si taei hahaha)
*change* yes yes. that seems like a better topic.
have you guys ever wondered whether you've changed in the last few years? i like to think that i havent changed. But antah ah. maybe i have. i still talk to the same ppl ive hung out with since form 1...some ppl from primary school...altho im very ashamed to admit that i dont really keep in touch with the girls i hung out with in primary school. its such a shame. we had good times. its not cause aku ambung. its just that i really SUCK at keeping in touch bah. macam.. antah ah. i still do have them in my facebook/friendster and all. tapi antah. we just drifted apart i suppose. high school happened. we all went to different schools. and the phone calls stopped. masa dulu mana ada text msgs kamu ani eh. so it was harder to keep in touch. u can only have several phonecalls before u start getting bored and busy u know?
but im really glad that i still kept in touch with my girls now. i really am. i remember mentioning last time about how lucky i am that i still have them 7 girls in my life. why? well...you know how its really hard to find those ppl who will accept you for who you are despite all your flaws? (except for family lah - you'll always be binded to them no matter what) eh..im geting out of topic here. Anyways, like i said..its hard enough finding that ONE person who can accept you for who you are...but finding seven of em? thats a whole treasure right there :') i lap youse all to the max!!!!!!
awubah. and u other guys as well. you all know who you are. hehehe. kamu pun kiut miut and adorable to the max. and im thankful for you guys as well :)
pokoknya? i dont know what the purpose of today's blog is. all i know is that i wanted to talk about change and i talked about finding ppl accepting me despite my flaws. hehehehehe. the art of conversation. you gotta love em.
oOoooOoo. shayne ward is playing on my itunes rite now. i still like this song though. and he looks HOT in the videoclip. yg mana satu you ask? "if thats ok with you" bah. check it out on youtube. RAWR!
Monday, 2 June 2008
I think all of us are buying our graduation robes right? and im also super duper sure that all of you know by now that we can make a claim on it arah the brunei students unit.
I called the welfare officer tadi andddd here are the claims that we can make:
- Travelling expenses to heathrow airport
How we can make the claims:
- Enclose the receipts of all the transactions
- Enclose the bank statement that shows the money being debited from your account :)
Oh...and the letter should be addressed to the director of studies. He will then forward our letter to the finance department!!!
ANDDDDD...here's the GOOD news. if you make your claims now, meaning ASAP. They can even credit it to our account this JULY!!! YAY :) so to those who need the money for summer sale kahhh..apakahhhh..baiktah send your letters now. HEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!
yes....you're welcome. Appreciation gifts (including monetary ones $$$$) are accepted. Just IB it into my account. A pink 8GB nano is also preferred. HAHAHAHA