Just got back yesterday evening. and boy oh boy am i tired!! it rained when i stepped off from the train....but surprisingly..it stopped when we got off the tram to walk to the house.

paris was heaven :) i loved it there. the ppl are friendly...no encounter with any bang-sist ppl at all. the only sucky thing about our whole trip was the weather.

Day 1
It was around almost 8pm when we arrived in Gare Du Nord. It was raining...took the metro to go to our apartment. Had a bit of trouble searching for the street our apartment was in, but this elderly couple asked us if we needed help and showed us where the street should be..(kan baik kannn??) hehehe...so we found it (rupanya it was only 2 blocks away... -_-)

oh and guess what? our landlord? he is so panas. But a neat freak O_o. His apartment is SO well kept. Not a dust in sight!! love love love the place. although it was pretty small...it was cosy there :) we were all hungry... so we all decided to explore the streets around the apartment and scrouge around for food. and guess what?? banyak kadai halal. how awesome was that? we finally settled for this kebab place around the corner of our street. nice guys....we ended up getting to know em...although the conversation was excruciating..they know little english...and we know little french...so most of our conversations were just hand gestures and elaborate sounds. haha. palui lagi tu eh...the dudes were tryna convince durang sai,lei and beng hui to send us home and then join them for some disco! disco! hahaha talor!

Day 2
Woke up early. We all companied Sai to the Plaza Athenee. and holy moly...that place is awesome. sai is a lucky bizatch. i fell in love with the walking closet...fish with the bathroom. lets just say that those places are bloody huge...so u can imagine just how the bedroom would look like. then after that we walked from the hotel toooOoooo the louvre. GILA KAN?!?! hehe. but its good though...cause we wanted to look at all the sights. on the way there...we passed the golden bridge..the concorde...and les tuilleries. took pics of all the really pretty sights ofcourse. the louvre was effin huge...we had fun though...weren't really interested in some of the paintings and the sculptures...saw de venus de milo and the mona lisa...catu rupanya usulnya..pikir basar...it was just a tiny weeny painting. feh. after that we just walked around and we were actually searching for a japanese restaurant...but we came across this chinese restaurant instead...and left beng hui in charge with the whole interacting thing... bagus lah... inda nyasal si beng hui ikut..he met a veryyy kawaii girl working there. haha. talor...gatal anak ah. tapi kami bekata2...the food is DECEIVING!! we thought it was cheap..but it was all ikut measurements...and the bill ended up being 50+ euros?!??!! grr...stupid mee with all the taugehs. feh feh feh. marah si fish membaca ni.. haha.

Day 3
EURO DISNEY BABYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!! was so psyched. smiling all throughout the entire journey there. ahhhh~ even the cold and windy weather didnt rattle me. had cotton candy...so taisliur...i wanna search for cotton candy di sheffield eh. siapa tau di mana bejual??? taisliur ku!! anyhooss...back to what i was saying..it felt like i stepped into a fairytale when i walked in. everything is so PRETTY!! and there was a huge pink castle. *sighhh* lawaaaa~

my favourite moments were during the parade. they played this one song "just like we dreamed it". It was especially created for it's 15th anniversary...it has that high school musical and disney cartoon songs kind of feel to it. it was beeeyooooteeeefoooool!! and then there was the studio tram tour at the walt disney studios...that one was awesome. they showed us the special physical effects. will put up the video of it soon. once i get hold of it from beng hui. they literally showed us the water rushing towards us from the mountain. gilaa! we shrieked!! hahahaha. the other one was the hollywood tower hotel. that one was effin freaky!! imagine being taken to an elevator...and havin it go down real real real fast. and then go back up again. then down..and up..and down all the way. berijab kan?? its like giant drop but over and over again. a must try ride if anyone is going there. two thumbs up! ull scare urself shitless there. hehehehe.

Oh...did i mention that we experienced three different weathers during the whole time we were there? at first it was cold...and windy..with a lil bit of sun...and then after that...it was raining lightly...and then it snowed...and then it rained heavily. but we persevered! yay! but we finally gave up when it was turning dark. the walk home was excruciating..we were all hungry...and freezing. and we decided to go to the japanese restaurant that was near our apartment. and guess what? it was MURAH and NYAMAN! darnnnn~ i love it there. i didnt have any of the sushi ofcourse...i dont believe in raw food. so i had the grilled salmon. yum~ that was heaven.

Day 4
went to the arc de triomphe first. it was effin huge. i didnt think it was gonna be that huge. then after that we just went souvenir shopping. came across SKECHERS while we were window shopping. i HAD to go in..been a skechers fan since...um....since forever!! so i looked around..and ada banyak lawa lawaaaa arah the new arrivals. and i know i need new shoes for spring, i cant keep wearing my boots during spring and summer kan kan? pasal my pink skechers sneakers are so BLUE sudah...talor wah. my jeans bleed..and its always raining here in sheffield...so u can imagine how buruk it makes my sneakers look. *sniff* so i needed new ones...didnt have enough money though...so i had to call my dad and minta permission to use the credit card. and my dad gave me the greenlight! hurray!! so i was really happy. wanted to wear it tarus...but my friends adviced me against it..pasal it was rainy season there right now...so i wouldnt want my new shoes to be stained. :P

after that we went to the eiffel tower!! it was such a looOOOng queue...and fish suggested that we take the stairs to go up. (yeah i know...kami deathwish) but how many ppl can say that they actually climbed the stairs to go to the top eh eh? we literally climbed the eiffel tower man!! tpi kami menyasal plang once we reached oh i dont know...230 ft? 300 ft sudah? haha. it was realy cold and windy...and we wanted to stay there sampai malam so we can see the tower light up...so we hung out arah the cafe. lawaaaaa the sights...so we took pics...checked out the scenery....and just chilled. and guess what?? we were lucky enough to watch when they actually switched on the flashing lights. so the tower was all blue and sparkly for roughly...ten minutes? then after that kana tutup balik and it was the biasa yellow lighting tia. took the metro home andddddd we had sushi again! hehe. nyaman *drool* (i had the grilled salmon again ofcourse - hehe)

Day 5
woke up feeling dreadful. we're going back to london today! boo! alex gave us our deposit back...and off we went to the train station. sampai arah brunei hall and it was panuh again. so we asked the dude at the receptionist if we could stay over at dijahs room. so we did. and we all memburuk the whole day the next day.

Day 6
liat dvd and more dvds. then we all decided to go out that night after dinner to search for scrabble. can u imagine we walked all the way from edgeware road to bond street just to look for scrabble??! talor wah kami ah. hehehe. but in the end we found one arah the big HMV arah bond st! hurray! jgn bali arah self ridges..talor mahal ah. they hike up the price so high my eyes bulged when i looked at the price tag. oh...and we stopped by arah chicken cottage before we headed to brunei hall. nyaman kali ah the bbq chicken!! yumyum.

Day 7
Dijah balik hari aniii! picked her up at paddington station. after that we just hung out and memburuk some more. had lunch at nandos...hung out arah whiteleys..i window shopped..durang lain..especially si fish brabis meny-opping. i would shop to fish..tpi bank ku punya balance tidak mengizinkan. hehehehe. remind me to buy loads and loads of books nanti. mental note to self. yupyup. then we got hungry again...and ate arah waffle house. nyamannn~ had waffles with icecream. then after that dijah wanted to have coffee arah starbucks...coz she needed coffee to wake her up from her jetlag..she wanted to have a normal sleeping pattern. but kesian tho..she slept early...around 10 something kali. so it was just me and fish yg liat cerita antu that nite. berijabbbbb~ but 1408 was good lah. john cusack. hes such a gooooodd actor. i would recommend ya'll to watch it :)

Day 8
woke up. packed. had lunch di bawah. the menu was soto with ayam. nyamannn~ i put a lot of chilli and soy sauce in it...so it was padas. i think ive got a weird taste...im into those pain-like tastes like wasabi and lada. heh heh. aku rindu makan pizza si rash now. *drool* train left for sheffield at 3 something.

oh oh..did i mention that im gettin clumsier by the minute? ive been gettin myself into lil accidents..banging myself against things lah.. oh...and i fell on my BUTT arah the stairs arah the apartment. ia punya tangga talor wah..it doesnt have a railing..and it was the spiral staircase..i was wearing my socks...so it was slippery. and i fell!! gah! my left side was throbbing and my left leg had a big cut. it wasnt deep though..baik jua si fish ada plaster yg basar. thanks babe!!

so now im looking forward tooOOoo....the bbq at havelock next week!! *drool* love bbq's during spring time. mudahannn inda ujan. and im really hoping that it wont be windy and cold.

will post up pics of my trip soon. just as soon as i get hold of semua durang punya memory cards. hehe.

The house is so quiet..... -_-

no one is up yet. it issss..... 10.09 am rite now.

i tried changing my blog's skin yesterday. i found this really nice pink background with butterflies everywhere. ripped off the HTML...and embedded that to mine...but then when i previewed it, everything just looks all wonky...then i got too malas to usai it...so maybe ill do it next week kah...after my trip.. coz right now ive got more pressing matters. im trying to finish as much criminal minds episodes as possible. im wayyyy behind. ive finished season 1 last nite. heh heh. and now im up to ep 4 on season 2. im so proud of myself *pats back*

u see...i usually cant go on watching any series for long wah..i think i have a short attention span. i usually hafta take a break in between and do something else. but fish was there to give me moral support so it wasnt that bad. and i made sure i wore my uv glasses so i wont get eye strain. gila..banyak jua preparation sudah tu.

speaking of preparation...im gonna start packing today. im soOOoo excited about tomorrow. the much anticipated trip to paris is finally tomorrow!! yay! so ill be in paris for 5 days..and then im going to be in london for a few days after that. hang out with my friends di sana dulu. i wonder if any of the girls will be there? WANA!! ENA!! turun ke london lahhh!! and i wonder if dijah is back yet? that woman said she'll be back sometime around the end of march...it'll be nice to memburuk with her again. enjoyed our last memburuk weekend together. heehee. maybe we can play cranium again. hehehe.

i was actually supposed to go jogging this morning. tapikannnn~ there was this one episode i watched arah criminal minds..about girls being abducted while they were jogging. traumatized ku meliat. brrrr. so maybe ill wait a couple of days before i can get that episode out of my mind. or maybe i shouldn't listen to music while i jog...tpi inda siuk bahhh kalau nada music. but i *do* bring my trusty pepper spray with me and my cell phone discreetly tucked on the inside of my jacket.

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im waiting for the postman to come....where's my package ahhh?

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maybe i should have breakfast dulu....

*sheila on 7 - kau kini ada playing in the background*

time: 10.46am
date: 19th March 2008
mission: write on blog
objective: make a kick-ass post

hehehehehe. ok. im jobless. :P

i had a very productive day so far. woke up early...cause i slept early the previous night. doh! and i was pleasantly surprised to find that today is nice and sunny! a beeeyooooteeeful day to go jogging! :) did my usual morning routine, switched on my laptop...checked my email...cakap arah msn skajap *grin*

did my warm ups....went out.

darn. atu sajuk.

i hate it when the weather *looks* nice and warm..but it isnt? grrr. but i braved the cold winds...and jogged. and then there's the jogging uphill bit. makes u feel so defeated when u reach the top and ur gasping and panting for air ah? ur expression when ur breathing heavily is not a pretty sight as well. oh...something totally random. a lexus SC430 whizzed past by when i was wheezing and panting...waahhhh~ lawa eh.

i cut my jogging route short coz it was too damn windy...so i got home pretty quick after that. did the usual 10 min aerobics and lifted weights after that...but lets not get to the mundane details now eh?

im actually waiting for my turn to shower now...just had breakfast...*sniff* i think i smell... -_-

doo dee doooooo dum dum~


u know...i was just talking to my guy friends in the kitchen while we were preparing dinner the other day...and i mentioned how we are gonna be here in 6 more mths blabla..and then azmi interrupted me and said "four". and i went..."oh yeaaaa~! four!"

it just hit me. im gonna be here 4 more mths lagi saja. and that got me thinking. time flies by sooOOo fast. i mean...it felt like it was yesterday that i got back here from summer hols. a lot has just been happening kali..maybe thats why it felt so skajap. but u know. im torn. im really excited to be going back home. but part of me is going to miss good ol sheffield...and im really going to miss living with my friends. ive grown quite attached to having them around me. im not gonna miss my single bed tho. blech. my double bed at home is ahhh~ so nice and big. miss just rolling around in a big bed. note to self: get a new mattress once i get home.

i guess its just like school and work. part of me is excited about starting work and not hitting those books again. but then again..part of me is also going to miss school life. and besides...there are a lot of responsibilities tied with being a working woman. im not sure if im ready and mature enough to handle all that yet -_-

decisions decisions. i guess thats part of growing up. i miss those days when i was younger when the hardest decision for me was whether i should eat the yellow M&Ms or blue M&Ms first :P

maybe ill pull a billy madison. tell the kids to stay in elementary school as long as they can. haha. start going all crazy and wide eyed...start shaking the kid in the face when they say they can't wait to go to high school.

gosh..this is turning out to be one long ass post.

speaking of post...i cant wait for my package to arrive! teeheeheeeee :)

ever had those days where you are just so bangang and indecisive about everything? ive been having those moments more and more recently. For instance, just yesterday..i was in the kitchen and opening the cupboard and was thinking of what i wanna have for lunch. Saw my pasta...and i thought "cool! id make pasta...havent had that in a while!" and i went on to search for the ready-made pasta sauce.... (whaaattt? its easier bahhh....hehe..and quicker :P - FYI, i know how to make my own pasta sauce, i just cant be arsed to do so)

and then i changed my mind...cause in the middle of going through the jars and tins...i came across baked beans!! and i thought maybe i should have baked beans with half boiled eggs since ive got tons of eggs in the fridge!

put back the pasta....and the jar...and took the baked beans out.

and then i remembered ive still got loads of prawns in the freezer and i should finish that before it goes bad. put the baked beans tin back inside the cupboard...took my pasta out and searched for the pasta jar again...

and then i remembered that i need to finish the eggs by the 26th...(i dont know why those eggs have an expiry date! barutah ku tau eggs ada expiry date tu....) so i proceeded to take the baked beans out again..

and then i was mentally slapping myself cause i realized how bloody silly i look putting things back in and taking it out balik2.

so in the end i just went along with baked beans.

talor eh

"i'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, im out of control, and at times, hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

i really like this quote from marilyn monroe. and i think its cause i can really relate to it. i am THE most insecure person i know. i get insecure about a LOT of things. for instance, just recently, i was complaining to my friends about how fat i am. but its true though...i have gained some weight..well compared with the same time last yr lah. and i think the reason why im fatter than i am last yr cause last yr i was playing netball like every week. this yr...i havent joined any sports. so i try to make it up to myself by going jogging. but the thing is..i havent done any lately...one things was coz of the exams..and then classes have started..and whenever i try doing it during the weekend..it gets really cold or its raining. so u can just imagine how tough it is for me to do any jogging at all! so that usually just leaves me to do a lil bit of workout at home..in my room :P which is very limited and leaves me with very little choice gah!!

and darn darn darn..u know wat else im thinking about rite now? i need constant attention. or else i think that no one is interested in me. my friend rashie said that maybe im a bit on the high maintenance side...i really do get what shes trying to say. but i cant *help* it bahhh...if i dont get the attention that i think i need...i get all moody..and grumpy...and then id start thinking all kinds of nonsense things..and i start gettin insecure....insecure about myself..my looks...my grades...my love life...GAHHHHH!!

and then my poor friends would have to get the brunt of it cause i go to them and whine and pout and they'd hafta listen to my rants.

heh heh heh. sorry kamu. but i laps u all for layan-ing me. god knows i really need attention rite now.. kalau inda mental ku sudah kali. *sighhhh*

You Are Medium Maintenance
You aren't as hard to deal with as some girlsBut you aren't the most laid back chick eitherYou're easy to deal with 90% of the time, but watch out for that 10%!If the guy you are with has good intentions, then calm down a littleBut if he's really screwing up, don't waste your breath - move on :-)

nyahaha. i knew im not psycho

This is a real funny videoclip. Totally addicted to this song right now. its been on repeat in my itunes for 4 days in a row now :P. But this videoclip is funny cause of the guy. Capi wah his expressions. He is so over the top for *everything*, check out his expressions throughout the entire this videoclip. Masa ia main guitar hero cali ah. haha. I am not surprised why Mariah Carey fell for him though (in this videoclip), any guy who would do all that with a girl is a keeper!

Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned....

*evil cackle*

bah laki2 di dunia ini...jgntah kan begatal. kalau kan begatal putus tah dulu sama cewek mu atu..lapas atu manasaja tah kau. jgntah tamak ani...atu saja aku punya advice. krg mcm si ted moseby arah how i met your mother krg.

orrrr...u might end up like this good for nothin brother at ashanti's videoclip. check it out!! powerful lyrics. gue suka banget!!!

my lil sister just sent in pics of aysya (yeah, i was right..its aysya). shes so TINY!!! well ofcourse she is..shes a newborn baby! kiut eh!!! i have no idea who she looks like..but i was talkin to my dad on the phone tadi and he said she looks like both parents. oh-kay. i still dont see it but OMG...shes ADORABLE!! i just wanna pinch her cheeks!! EEE!!!!

my dad said aysya is slightly taller than me...aysya is 52cm...i was 51cm. hehe. and i was 3.12pounds?or was it kilos? and aysya is 2.9pounds/kilos. haha..so i was shorter and heavier. figures. i was an obese baby btw. yeah..thats right...obese..not overweight. u shud see pics of me when i was a baby...i cant FIT into my clothes.

there was this even funny incident...(how my mum told the story lah) she said i was really kusut one day..i was just crying and crying and i wouldnt stop? so she figured maybe i was feeling hot cause it was a hot day or something? and she tried to take my top off..but i was TOO kusut that i didnt let her...so in the end u know what she did to take the top off? she had to gunting it. hahaha. so off my top went. and then barutah aku diam. HAHAHAHHA.

Her pipi is so TABAM!!!

Just wanna pinch those cheeks!! EEE!!!

I love it when babies are all wrapped in their blankets!!

Cute mittens

Wanna pinch that nose too! why are babies so adorable??!

SHES SO TINY!!!! u just wanna play with her and put her in your bag ah?!

see? i told u i was fat. eh..not fat..obese. seriously..i was. i was probably a few mths old here. i love my old curls. no idea how i lost those ring-like curls. *shrugs* and i don't know why i was doing a weird pout as well.

I have a problem.

You see....my problem is that i procrastinate. i dont just procrastinate. the thing here is that...i dont mind it at all. eh wait...scratch that...i actually love procrastinating. that is the only explanation i have for doing it so much...i must love it right? but then again..if i can see that it IS a problem..then does that make me love it? eh talor eh..i wont talk about this anymore :P

ive been procrastinating dari tadi...ive been up for an hour or so sudah..and i just made my bed about 5 mins ago..AFTER i blogged on my other blog that i share with my girlfriends since our high school years. the link...that i just put up on my blog there to the left. as you can see. its password protected ofcourse. hell will freeze over before we share what we talk about intimately to the public :P hehe. why even bother putting a link to it u say? cause im a tease. hahaha. nadabah..so aku sanang go from one blog to another lah..inda payah type the addy lagi. its just a click away! im so smart...someone pinch me.

i have my itunes blasted on my speakers rite now..and im just listening to all kinds of songs..and it just baffles me (in a good way) how they have lotsa nice songs in this world. i mean..how do these ppl actually come up with all these different melodies? tunes? words? creative ahhhh? i gotta have me some of that creativeness...god knows i need lotsa creative flow in my brain rite now. darn these assignments!

but anyways...back to pleasantries...nice songs. yes. songs that can actually lift up your spirits when you're feeling blue...bored...passive. have a listen to em! some of em are classics brabis..but antah..i love it!

• Big Mountain - Baby i love your way
• Craig David - Officially yours
• Blackstreet - I wanna be your man
• Cher - It's in his kiss (the shoop song)
• Bodyrockers - I like the way you move
• Courtney Jaye - Can't behave
• Weezer - Island in the sun
• Weezer - Keep fishing
• Starship - Nothing gonna stop us now
• Fergie - Clumsy
• OAG - Permaisuri
• Katherine McPhee - Love story
• Sheila on 7 - Kau kini ada

The list actually goes on and on...but have a listen to these songs and try and prove me wrong! :P hehe

Ok...im gonna stop procrastinating now and have my brunch now :P

Volunteered for the Uni-Smurfity for the Bluebell Wood Children's Hospice today. and daymmmmm...am i tired. i had fun though.

Met up with the rest of the volunteers in front of the Student Union building...we get to choose which smurf we get to be. (didnt really matter though...we all looked the same except for the tag names we had)...so i chose vanity smurf. i think vanity smurf is the smurf that always had the flower and mirror with her. heh heh.

and then i had to get myself painted. they each provided us with this lil bag with the hat, pin and paint inside. so off i went to the toilet to paint myself. and daym! did i look scary all blue. remember mystique from xmen? yup. BERIJAB! haha. i didnt really wanna paint myself


everywhere...so since i was wearing a long sleeve shirt...i was content on painting my hands...my face and part of my neck saja. hell i wasnt gonna paint EVERYTHING
.

waited up around for the rest to come but guess wat? most of the ppl who signed up was a no-show. so from 17...only 9 of us turned up. tsk...really bad of em to sign up and then NOT turn up. and they didnt even have the courtesy to call. tsktsk.

anyways....it was actually REALLY cold and windy by the time we got to the city centre..so when we arrived at M&S...the lady in charge from the Bluebell Wood told us that for health reasons..we should all go inside and wait till it stopped raining. so my task was to help ppl with packing their groceries at the till. and i actually had FUNNNN! haha. it was a nice shock to see all the old ladies get a fright when they look at me though. hahaha. *evil cackle*...they'd be shuffling
along in their flats...working their way to the counter...(where they havent seen me yet) and they'll be putting their stuff on the counter and ill go "hello! can i help you with your packing?" with a huge grin on my face.

old lady will go "oh!! i didnt see u there! yes dear...pls" while holding her hand to her chest,with a slightly bewildered look on her face.

HAHAHA.


there was this one funny incident jua. there were a whole bunch of ppl lining up in a queue..and this old lady that was about 2 or 3 ppl behind were asking the cashier..."so is that her name? vanity smurf?"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i cracked up when she said that. so i had to explain that we are with bluebell wood..and that we're raising funds for charity..and that they probably asked us to be a smurf...so that we're blue...and they're bluebell wood. and that smurf is actually a cartoon..and vanity smurf is a character....with the flower on her head. hahaha. and she was listening to me intently and nodding her head.

waaaahhh~ lapas atu she was going "wat the hell is this blue asian kid talking about and when is she gonna stop yapping? ill just fake it and nod vigorously as if im totally getting what shes saying"

hahahaha.

some of the smurfs had to actually go around the moor area and entertain ppl though. but get this..we CANT ask for money or shake our buckets...we just kinda be innovative and entertain ppl...and just let ppl give us money willingly. boy was i glad that i didnt get assigned to that task
tho. *phew*

we were given M&S vouchers so we could get anything to eat at M&S and then eat at the M&S staff cafe upstairs..wooOOoohoooo~ aku pernah masuk arah staff only areaaa~ haahhahaa.

Us before going to the city. Guess which one i am? hehe.
L to R: Me, Heather (couldnt wear it on her face coz shes allergic to it), (didnt get his name), Hannah, Annie, Felix, Daia (sp?)

On our lunch break

How the staff cafe looks like. not bad eh?

And you get free hot drinks... what nice fringe benefits!! haha

Fine lah...we'll take a close up pic so Daia could be in it as well :P haha

KAKA JUST GAVE BIRTH TO A BABY GIRLLLLL!!! heheheheheh! lawa lagi her birthday tuuuu! 8.3.8! eeeeee!!! i think her name is aysya. I THINK LAH. i remember kaka mentioning that name before. hehehe. and and her name dpt tebalik and will still be spelt the rite way. hehehe. LAWA AHHH?? hehe. holy moly! im just so happy rite now. she just gave birth a few mins ago...just got off the phone with my mum. my mum hasnt seen the baby yet...so i still dont know how the baby looks like coz my sister is still in the labour room. darn it! but i did tell my mum to tell anis to take pics and send it to me krg. krgtah lagi ill hassle anis. hehe.

a tribute to my new niece! *choke* *sniff* i can't believe im able to use that word now. my niece!! EEEE!! im all choked up! hehe :') Clay Aiken singing "isnt she lovely?"

OMG!! FUNNY AS HELL! haha...check out both videos. i swear ah..some of these stars are so useless they don't know what to do with their time (and money). they're doing what the rest of the world are doing with youtube. putting up stupid videos of em online! haha

YAY! my worries are over! i have enough points to be qualified for the sheffield graduate award! *takes a bow* heh heh. So for now all i have to do is compile my portfolio....submit the draft to the coordinator...have her give me some feedback to see how it is..make some changes to the portfolio and submit my final draft to the careers service on the 14th! simple enough rite?

i haven't actually GOT the award yet...it all depends on my portfolio and what the examiners and the external examiners will think lagi. So im really hoping ill get it! amiinnnnnn~

So im guessing im really going to have a very hectic and longggg week after this weekend.

Case studies assignment due on the 13th....exam results will be out this 13th as well and the portfolio on the 14th. GAH!!

Someone kill me

Had an induction for the sheffield graduate award tadi. Was a bit worried about what the outcome is going to be...i mean...i wanted to know how they calculate the points for each activity and all...and true enough...after the briefing ended...i seriously think i won't have enough points to be qualified. and guess siapa tah ada jua di sana nah? si wannn! anak atu...dimana-mana saja ku tejumpa. mua nya saja. :P

*sigh* expressed my concern with the lady in charge...so i've got to meet her tomorrow for the drop-in sessions. darn it. i was thinking of using the whole day to catch up with my case studies assignment..didnt feel like going out. so now i hafta! grrr...so i suppose ill just do it after that lah. might drop by at the information commons or something if im up to it :P

i wanted to make a good impression on the careers service ppl just in case i needed to persuade to let me join the scheme...hehe. so i dressed up smartly in a way to show that im err...a serious and dedicated student? haha.

Can't help it...i just love cam-whoring :p

me and fish went to the city centre before that though..she needed to go to clinton cards and i needed to look for slippers. my pink furry house slippers are so BURUK already...it was all tattered and torn everywhere...memberi kesian usulnya...so i just had to get new ones. found real cute ones at M&S. comfy brabis lagi tu...at 7 pounds..it was quite a steal. hehe.


oh oh...and they had a live band playing when we were at the city tadi...siukkk. they were real good as well. apparently they're the no 1 jive band in the UK. made up of real old dudes though..nevertheless...they can really play :) i think they were holding it in conjunction of some say no to drugs thing or something. it was sponsored by the church of scientology (sp?) gila..bangga tom cruise meliat. haha.

See the guy in black at the far left with that awkward lookin pose? ia sorang siuk sendiri dancing mcm si taie. haha. but it was pretty catchy..makes u feel like dancing jua slajur. hehe



Say no to drugs? payah sikit bagi aku... i need my paracetemol! *wheezeeee*

i was watching a *bit* of malibu's most wanted last nite. i know..sorry you guys..i was just really bored...but i swear i only watched like...a bit (yeah,more like half actually hahaha)

ok..im gettin a bit side tracked here. anyhooosss...there's this one really funny scene i liked. it was about these two friends dissin each other and making yo momma jokes. *ahem*

girl: yo momma so fat!! she got every caterer on sppppeeeeeddd diallll~!
guy: what?! uh-uh! uh-uh! yo momma so fat that she uses mexico? the whole country? as her tanning bed!!
girl: yo momma so poor that for halloween, her trick was her treat!!
guy: yo momma so poor, that her tits are real!!

hahaha...talorrr talor durang ani. hahaha.

check the vid out..they are so funnyyyy! hahahaha

*ingkar by bunga citra lestari playing at the background*

current mood: happy happy to the max!

ok ok..i think i hafta start my story from when i woke up. heh heh. why? cause i just want to lah. cause i actually woke up feeling like crap. the thing is...i stayed up late last nite (again! i know...im so tancit) anyways..u see..i stayed up late cause i was trying to finish up my biz strategy tutorial questions. the thing is..its a relatively EASY case study to do..but i was just sooooo sleeepppyyyy...and it was already 10 in the evening...and i just didnt feel like finishing a whole case study u know? so i had a BRILLIANT idea...why not watch a movie while i do my work rite? so since i just recently downloaded "first wives club" on my laptop..might as well watch it rite?

(ya, i know..first wives club is such a classic..but i remember loving that movie..and true enough...i spent like..most of my time watching the movie than doing my work)

so yes...so i kept pausing lah...doing my work..watching it again...so in the end i finally finished my work at 2.30am! wahhh...and i had to wake up early the next day. my class is at 9am today...so i set my alarm clock to 6.30am. thats like...4 hours of sleep only!! so before i slept...i checked again and reset it to 6.45am. wats the use if i know im gonna press snooze again rite? might as well savour the extra 15mins of extra sleep. HAHA. and true enough...i pressed snooze tadi...so i ended up showerin at 6.55 just now.

*ahem* so i went to taxation class... and MY GOD. i nearly died lah. there was a guest lecturer from pricewaterhouse coopers again rite? and this guy was so DRY! well to me lah...some ppl had different opinions. but he didnt even give us the slides...so i was forced to try and listen to wat he was trying to say..and i was mentally strangling myself cause i was just so TIRED from lack of sleep and the fact that this guy was not captivating enough to keep me wanna listen to him is bad lerrr...so by the end of the lecture..i was just ready to go to biz strategy tutorials. bounded out of class..and almost ran my way to management school. (only had 5 mins to go from 1 place to the other) biz strategy was bearable...did the usual things lah.

after class....me,fish and rash went to the moor to go buy our usual groceries that we need from the local chinese shop. then we went back to rashies place to have our lunch. bought chicken and chips at the chicken bar. so niceeee...really stuffed myself. *pats tummy*

then after that...me and fish attended the team working skills workshop at octagon centre that was held by Accenture (i still wanna work there) and OMG that was when the drama started.

basically we started off the session by introducing our (lets see if i can remember)

• name
• course
• what i expect to get at the end of this workshop
  
• what i wanted to be when i was younger
• my most memorable team working experience

so victoria (the accenture representative) made us form into groups of four...i was put in another group and fish in another group. i liked this group i was put in..there were all laidback and nice ppl. so we introduced ourselves within our group...and then gave the feedback to the rest of the group after that. then after that comes another activity (and this is when most of the drama started)

there were 24 ppl in the workshop altogether rite? and we were put into groups of 8 now. so there were 3 groups altogether rite? i was in a different group than fish lagi lah. so anyways..the first activity in this new group...we were told that we are stuck in a desert island, and are given a list of 20 items...and then we can only pick only 5 items from that list...pretty basic...and we got on through this task just fine..no major tension and disagreements...Fish's group had a pretty heavy argument btwn these two architect students...both very headstrong lah..so u can imagine that both didnt wanna mengalah. heh heh heh! then comes our next activity...(this one is BRABIS DRAMAAA slajur) our task was to construct a gas platform by using 40 straws, cellotape and scissors. and this structure has to be strong enough that it could hold a brick, be at least 15 cm high. the group who can accomplish this will win. but at the event of a tie, the group that uses the least amount of straws will win!! awesome activity eh? so i was REALLY excited. especially when she said she'll be announcing a winner and there will be a lil prize!! yayyy! hehe

so anyways... we discussed the design...and then went to proceed with making the structure rite? oh..and there is no actual brick..but the lady did have a HUGE water bottle (filled ofcourse) as a substitute for the brick. anyhooo....most of us agreed on making this structure..and this ONE girl (HAIIYAHHHH) telampau banyak pikir wah prasan ku..she was just naggin and saying that she doesnt think our structure will hold and all..and just kept being such a pessimist. but the thing is ah...she was just complainin all throughout the 2o mins we were making and building the structure..no contribution or help or anything..she just NAGGED. ya allahhhh...ngalih ku kan melayan sudah...i just tried to calm her down by saying if this doesnt work...we can proceed with another alternative but what was important now is trying to finish this asap and see if it could work...and then our time was up!! and we finished it just in the nick of time.

(oh, and fish's group? gila....banyak arguments ia cerita..u see...theyve got TWO architect students in her group - and yup..you guessed it...both are the headstrong ones! so they mostly argued for like...25 mins and only made their structure for 5 mins! pokoknya ancur lah..lawa sudah and they kept changing their structure. ALL IN THE DURATION OF 5 MINS mind you!!! gilaaa. so in the end their lawa structure kinda looked all distorted and weird)

so in the end...we all had to bring our structure in front...and the lady tested it. fishs group inda dpt hold the water bottle. the other group could hold the water bottle...and then came my group! we could also hold the water bottle! YAY! BUT...we won cause our structure was taller!! hahahahahha. so WOOHOO!! my group won! and our prize?? a huge celebrations chocolates box!! yayyyy! tpi in the end we all shared with the whole group jua..hehehe. (teamwork kali ahhhh?? bulllliieeehhh?? hahaha)

after that me and fish went to rashies place to pick up our groceries that we left at her place...and then we went home. and that was when i had my happy good news. i got an email from kaka! and she told me that shes due TOMORROW!! omg....that got me all excited and happy tarus. :)

im gonna be an aunt..im excited..and also scared at the same time. but omg!! a lil cute human being will be a new addition to the family!!! :) so ive been all giggly and happy and excited ever since :') *SNIFFFF*

cant wait cant wait cant wait!! i wish i can fast forward time...hehehe. i wanna see PICTURES!!! will probably proudly post it up soon :) hehehe. depends on how fast the response from my family would be plang tu... hehehe :P

Forgot just how much this song is so.......listen-able. Check it out! :)

The malaysian society held "Sheffield Malaysian Games" on the 1st of March. So that was um...yesterday. Yes. heh heh. Anyways, woke up before the bloody break of dawn yesterday. Felt really groggy...cause i slept late the previous night. I know..im so silly..i never really learn do i? anyways, rushed through..cause um..silly me kept pressing the snooze button. ha! so i had to skip my breakfast in order to arrive at Rashie's place on time. :P

But we stopped by at Tesco Express on our way to the city..so i grabbed a bag of butter croissant. NYAMAN!

Had to take the bus to go to the Concorde Sports Centre.

Anyhoos...to summarise the whole day...Us BRUSHEFF ppl joined Badminton, Football (2 teams) and Basketball. And im proud to report that WE WENT TO THE FINALS FOR ALL CATEGORIES!! WOOHOO! (nyasal ku inda ku netball hmpf..)

Brunei (Football) got thru to finals....tapi sayang...we CUD'VE won champions..lost by penalty. *sigh* but its ok lah...2nd is good enough. at least they came home with medals and not empty handed kan??

Zie and Zur got 2nd place for badminton as well. Atu pun sayang jua...but their opponents were tough lah.

Mizi totally bombed in basketball tho. GILA..that dude knows his stuff. and they got 1st place!! didnt take pics of them in action tho...ive got crap megapixels wah...heh heh. But syam covered a lot of them on facebook lah...so its allll goOooodd~

Pokoknya? CONGRATS EVERYONEEEEEEEEEE!! you all did gooooooddd :)

Decided to stay over at Rashie's place that night. it was dark dah by the time i need to get home...and it was raining and windy as hell...so it was awfully dreadful to be going home alone. :P

Us during the opening ceremony
L to R: Khairul, Izzul, Syam, Zaiem (at the back), Wan and Zie

Aku mau ikut gambar juaaaa hehe.
L to R: Zie, Rashie and Me

At the badminton court
(At the far back) L to R: Zur, Some guy they play badminton with, Zie
At the front, L to R: Ainal, Syam, Rashie and Me

Lelaki termenung kan cewek yg tinggal di desa. haha. bahapa kau kan tu ah?

Urg khusyuk meliat main badminton
L to R: Zur, Zie and Khairul

Love these guys. FUNNY to the max. penyokong setia Brunei.
Borneooooo~ BorneooOoo~ haha

The top 2 badminton players! :)

The guys hugging and congratulating each other after the final match

All of the Bruneians taking a pic at the end of the day :) si Johan ani...speeeyul slajur...lets take another shot ya?

Say BRUNEIIIII! :)