my god. ive got disturbing things going through my head right now. sex and the city the movie is out now right? but i obviously can't watch it now. 2 very good reasons why i can't. the first would be cause im strapped for cash. (ive got to pay 375pounds for my freaking robe! thats why not) and second..ive got exams. HEH! But it's 75% more because im strapped for cash lah. hehehe.

anyhooos....to watch the movie..ive gotta finish watching the whole 6 seasons rite? i know..the season has ended like...a gazillion years ago...its just that i didnt have the money to buy ALL the boxsets...i only bought the 1st 2 seasons...and and andddd...being in brunei then...downloading the episodes were a bitch. its so effin slow it'll take forever. which is why i opted to buy the boxsets instead. anyhoos....internet is much faster where i am now. so i downloaded the 3rd season like..last week. and ive smartly managed to watch the episodes while im having lunch or before i sleep. smart eh? hehehe. shit. ive got 3 seasons to watch lagi before i can watch the movie.... -_- blame it on sopranos...grey's anatomy...criminal minds....gossip girl...samantha who and how i met your mother on why i havent gotten around to finish watching SATC (that stands for sex and the city btw). shitness...i just realized just how much series there are to watch. and i havent even included lipstick jungle and cashmere mafia!!!

eh...see? i always get off tangent to what i wanna say. *ahem* where was i? ah yes...i just finished watching ep 10 on season 3 tadi. (warning to those who havent watched season 3 and doesnt wanna know what's going on - pls do not read any further) but carrie is being such a bitch for cheating on her oh-so-nice bf and going for her MARRIED ex-bf!! talor kali. she has a good thing going on with her current bf..not to mention being hotter and sweeter than her ex. andddd..her ex is equally stupid as well. WHY OH WHY is he cheating on his hot young tall wife for carrie? yeah..shes got a nice body but shes shorter AND older?? ehhhh~ inda ku paham.

which leads me to have these disturbing thoughts in my head. are ppl never satisfied with what they have? i remember when carrie just started dating her current bf now..and she was overrr the moon about going on dates with him and all. and now that she has him..and they are happy and everything is smooth sailing and blue skies everywhere...shes going for something fucked up and wrong. is this what ppl want? or does she like the chase saja and once she has it she's bored now?

is human nature really like this? we only like the chase? once we have that thing we want...we'll get bored over it easily?

scratching my brain and trying to find real life examples...i figured taking myself as an example would be simple enough. just this morning i was going through ebay and searching for a bargain on the new pink nano. i loveeeeee this lil baby, even when i don't have it ... YET. heh heh. you would think having a nano already would make me satisfied. but noooo...i need to have the new 8GB one. a PINK one i might add. why can't i just settle for the old boring white one? WHY DO I NEED A NEW ONE? deep down i know i dont NEED it..but i know that i just want it.

will i never be satisfied with what i have? shit. i hope im not a carrie bradshaw waiting to happen. but then again. im such a materialistic bitch i probably won't ever be satisfied with all the material things in this world. but i know i won't be like that in a relationship. esehhhh~~ hehehehehe. *blush*

awu eh. im probably the record holder among my group for being in a longest relationship. 7 yrs man!!! crap. kalau ada anak tiap2 tahun ah...7 sudah anak ku bah ni. although i have a feeling mardhi is going to top me on that with her man herman. awhhh~ they are so getting hitched soon. but then again. i know that fifah is definitely gonna marry before mardhi. kan kan kan fif? when are u getting married eh? *nudge nudge* hehehe.

OMG. i feel so old. i cant believe im talking about marriages and babies. im gonna stop before i talk about menopause and havin grandkids ;p