rurururururururururu (siapa pernah terkana emoticon ku ani tau what it means ni hehehehe)

anywayssss...i had an awesome weekend. banyak happenin yo! haha. well i watched the match between Brunei and Malaysia. The score? it was a tie...3-3. It wasnt as fun cause it was raining tho...so that bit pretty much sucked. Stayed at Zyden's that night after the match. We went back to his flat first where he could freshen up and showered first. Then we had dinner at Shaman's with Zur and Jidin. NYAMANNNNN ayam nya... too bad i was kanyang though...i would've enjoyed it more if i wasnt stuffed to begin with. Ah well~ nanti lagi mencuba lah.

After heading back we all watched REC. bloody hell man. that movie is effin freaky. especially the ending lah. freaking disturbing. and aku kesian si jidin. nyehehehe. he has seen the movie before..tpi ia tekajut2 when watching as well..not because of the movie but cause i shrieked. hahaha. but it was good fun lah. i made zyden play ace venture after we watched REC though...cause i needed to watch something funny to get my mind off the hantus so i can sleep...it worked like a charm...cause i fell asleep like..10-20 mins of watching the movie..ahaha. so in the end i ended up tertidur arah the living room. woke up at around 9am kali...and i saw the movie abis sudah..and rupanya si zyden pun tetidur meliat the movie jua. talor anak ah..inda di banguni nya aku masa ia tau aku tetidur.

mardhi's lil bro rusydi and his fren (i forgot his name) came over some time around noon that day. siuk ku membuli. we played bowling arah the wii. i totally creamed them. nyahahahaha. after that we watched the chelsea vs man utd match di bawah arah the projector. tapi palui...the receptionist nada so nada sound and the spotlights were still switched on..so inda brapa nampak the image from the projector. bOooo...so i got bored and told zyden im going off to join rashie at her place. (inda pandai teranah aku ah - boring bah)

lotsa interesting happened when i was at her place. kami begossip as usual lah. hehehe. but in the end we both got depressed. so i headed back homeeeee~ its good to be back and sleeping at my bed again. nyehehehe.

i cant wait for this thursday! me and fish made an appointment arah creator. we are getting our haircut that day. ive decided to get short bangs. and my hair is getting toOoo long. so im getting it cut. the thing is kan..i cant decide to get which length. whether it should be shoulder length short orrrrr medium length. i wanna get the length and the short bangs mcm this girl at this videoclip. check it out!!






so cana baik ah? i still love this song and this videoclip. kesian ahhhh? macam...before he gave up his sight he did all the things he love one last time. *sniff*

tapi cali bah. there's this one scene where she called him, rash says cause the girl wanted him to bring an umbrella and pick her up cause it was raining. tapi aku kecali-an..the girl obviously called and all cause she wants to share the umbrella with him apa and walk together...tpi he took another umbrella out for him jua. MUAHAHAHA. inda romantic. cali tah banar laki2 ani.

eh eh..im getting off topic here. so cana baik ah?? the girls hair at the beginning of the videoclip atau masa at the end when her hair is medium length sudah? cana? cana? i dont mind getting a vote. hehe. gladly leave your comments on the tagboard pls :)

terima kasih :)

I just finished watching "shoot em up". Its such a good action packed movie. I like. I like it very the much. HEH HEH.

There's one thing i noticed about the movie though. The car the hero in the movie keeps using was a beamer. So that just made me think. BMW sponsor kah? And ada this one scene (don't worry, u can continue on reading, it won't spoil the storyline i swear) the hero was pissed (he needs anger management) cause there was this prick who was driving recklessly on the road, and coincidentally, this prick was driving a benz! what are the odds? Beamer's competition. nyahahaha. so in the end, the hero ended up slamming the side of his beamer to the benz's side. and whammo! the prick ended up at the side of the road. WAHAHAHA. cali!

speaking of coincidences....life is really ironic ah? several things have been happening these past few days. inda plang eventful brabis. considering that i spent most of my days (since last WEEKEND can?!) cooped up in my room studying/doing my tutorial/studying for the damn test/doing my assignment. But anyhoooss...im getting side tracked here. Me and Fish was just wondering why it's so funny that we always seem to come across hot dudes when we look our worst. and we never come across any when we are all dolled up.

you wanna know how bad i looked? well...lets just say that all i did that day was took a shower...put on a shirt,changed into jeans, put a sweater on,twisted my hair and put it up with a clip (unbrushed and tousled hair btw) and power walked to school. so its safe to say that by the time i reached school i looked very....um..lets just say i looked like a fright. haha. hey i didnt think much..i just wanted to hand in my assignment ok?? :P

speaking of ironic lagi..i was on the phone with pinky..i dunno...about 2 weeks ago kali? i cant remember, and i was just talking about wanting to change the layout of my blog..and he told me that he likes his lil sister's blog punya layout..and he told me the addy...so i checked it out while we were still talkin on the phone..and something so coincidental brabis happened. theres this pic of this guy arah his lil sisters blog bah...and he looked familiar brabis..so i asked him siapa lah...and then something about his name clicked and it rings a bell bah..and lurus ada a link to HIS blog arah the sister's blog. and then ter-click tia.

this happened a LONGG time ago btw. i was still with my ex that time. and i remember he told me that this guy was talkin about me on his blog blabla. and i just checked it out lah. and true enough, he mentioned some stuff about me lah. i revisited it again recently just to see if this is the same guy. and its kinda funny though. i mean...coz in this guy's blog..he mentioned how he would just mention me cause he never would've thought that *i* would come across his blog and read it. tapi what are the odds that my own BF (well my THEN bf anyways) would come across it and READ it..and then tell me about it? ironic brabis kan? BF ku lagi tu eh (my then bf i mean). life is so funny. what are the chances of that happening? like one in a million? and then it DID happen. for safety reasons...i will not mention any names. manatau the same thing will happen to me jua. bari malu jua tu. kekekeke. so i will not mention anything. nope nope nope.

i just finished doing my laundry..so now my clothes are hanging in my room...making the whole room smell like fresh laundry *inhales deeply* ahhhh~ smells nice :)

going to sleepover at zyden's tonite. He wanted to show me this cerita antu. called REC kah? lupaku...but it's supposed to be berijab. so since krg durang ada football match..i figured after meliat...tarus balik sama ia lah. at least i won't hafta worry about going back home late apa. i can just balik isuk pagi. so i think i'll leave home akhir sikit. i wanna have my dinner and shower dulu. so i won't hafta shower at his place tonite. isuk pagi sja :P liatlah...it depends on whether he has fresh towels...im too malas to bring my towel to his place...kalau inda mandi masa aku balik saja eh. but im taking your bed dude...YOU are taking the couch! nyehehehe. thanks den! i lap you! (bwoh...membaca tia si anonymous - indabah inda!)

bah..im gonna fold my clothes now :P

HOLY CRAP. i was just talking to Syu tadi. about jay sean. i knew that guy had to be gay. and he was just saying how the lyrics are different. There are TWO versions to the song. the old one was where he said he kept "checking his facebook all the time hoping you've checked my profile". and the new one was "check myspace all the time hoping you've checked my profile".

i think i prefer the old one better. the one with facebook in it. pasal after that he had a 2nd verse. where he went on saying how he's always on the phone with her everynight bla bla. the new one just goes straight to the bridge tarus. nyehhh.

it's just so FUNNY wah. i was just having this conversation with fish the other day.

Me: eh...gila. i can totally relate to this song
Fish: *rolls eyes* and grins
Me: tapi...cubatah bukan myspace. cubatah facebook! barutahhhhh~!
Fish: jiwang..

WHAHAHAHAHAHA. ada rupanya.

the whole point of this post? jay sean is HOT

Isn't Aysya the cutest lil person EVER?! eee...her pipi is so tabam. I really can't wait to see her. Probably another reason why i seriously can't wait to go home. I really can't wait to meet her!!! I really think i'm just going to kidnap her one night from her crib and bring her to sleep with me. HEHEHEHE! Biar her parents cari2. *snicker*

Gossip Girl ep 14 is out sudah!! WOOT! i was searching around for it last nite..tpi alum lagi kluar. So i was a bit worried they wouldn't even let ppl distribute it online cause they have this new thing where they aren't going to stream it on the network website itself. Something to do with trying to get more ppl to watch it on TV rather than online. Something about ratings. Wateverlah. im just happy ada torrents nya sudah. hehe. Samantha Who ep 12 pun ada kluar sudah. HEHE. awesomeee! something to watch while i take my break and eat. Ugh. Im just so sick of keeping my nose grinded on articles and books and cases. Oh well...at least ive got this weekend to look forward to.

Smell my grilled fish and potato. So im going to have my lunch now. Adios!!

Speaking of Adios....Ive this inside joke with my housemates...so im going to give it a try. By it i mean...answering my phone with "oOoOOollllaaaaaa~!" instead of the usual "hello". LOL!

I want you.

I want you so bad.

*sigh*

Why are you so hot?
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oh pink krzr oh pink k1
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you are the hottest thing in my hot list right now
*lets out a wistful sigh*

Sunday morning and i woke up really early. *sigh* thats not by free will ofcourse..id love to just stay snuggled in bed where its nice and warm. I hate this week. I really hate it. Stupid assignments. I don't have classes from Thursday and obviously till Sunday. And guess what? i've been cooped up at home. In my room!! Blech. My brain feels so fried...i need fresh air. But the air outside is so chillingly cold. so going outside is making me think twice as well.

*sigh* i just can't wait for all this to be over. I wish i can just fast forward time...you know..like that movie click? i won't overuse it like he did ofcourse hehehe O=) okaylah..maybe a teeny weeny lil bit. or maybe i can just rewind time? erase all my mistakes? that'd be awesome. It's equivalent to a time machine. But only better...cause you can do stuff with the remote...like delete and stuff. Change colours, etc. Hell you can't get THAT with a time machine!

I'm not a big fan of my tax lecturer. she's taking up way too much of our time. and i really resent the fact that we have to do this assignment-ish/test-ish thing this wednesday. Why can't we have it done like any other regular assignment? nOooo...she wants us to do the assignment in an HOUR...under exam conditions! FEH! She's EVIL!! evillllllll!

I'm not gonna get much sleep done till thursday *sigh*. speaking of sleeping. I had a NIGHTMARE tadi. *shudder* by nightmare i don't mean the uncool boring nightmares where i realize i'm in class and i'm naked. Heck that's such a boring over-rated nightmare. My nightmare is about H. Awu bah. H. U know...A-N-T-U? GAH!! I don't know why i keep having frequent nightmares. But i suspect that my recent talks with a couple friends of mine about horror movies is a big contribution. Tapi talor tadi...i woke up startled, and jolted and sat up tarus. I hate it when that happens. Have ya'll ever have that? Where you sat up from sleep tarus? Well i did that tadi...and then i realized it was just a dream. And i shrugged and lied down balik. Coincidentally my alarm went off a couple of minutes after. I have a talent for doing that you know. It's like my brain has an alarm clock as well (but it's set a few minutes early than my phone) hahaha. Seriously! it's like...no matter what time i set my alarm to...5 kah...4 kah...6 kah. Id alwayssss wake up a few minutes before it comes off. It's a gift!! Well not always like..more like....45% of the time. And it's usually cause I didn't sleep well. haha.

My god...this is turning to be one really long membual post. i should get going and continue my work now. I swear my ass is getting bigger each passing minute cause im constantly sitting down. blech!

Step up 2? is the BEST! i think its better than the first one :P hehe! cause the dance moves are wayyy better. Although the male lead in the first one is hotter plang...i'll give it that lah.

But check out the dance moves on this one. HAWT! This is my favourite part of the movie!






Lawa ah?? This is the complete version of the whole dance routine...but i the quality is a bit crap though. I can't find one that has a high quality. But check it out..its worth it :P






The guy in the red and yellow jacket? He's mine ah? :P sorry girls. haha.

And if you haven't seen this movie and you're still not swayed by all the dance moves? Check out the trailer! it's awesome. i swear to god you'd wanna watch it before the trailer even ends :P






and if you're wondering which songs were playing during the last dance (the second clip i showed), its timbaland's bounce, rage against the machine's killing in the name of and swiss beatz' money in the bank. even the tracks played in the movie is hot!!

I don't know if you gals have noticed my nick on MSN. but La Senza is having a sale. i was checking out studentbeans.com tadi. and i was just going through the forum for the best deals that students have found and this one girl posted up that La Senza is having a sale.

So i checked it out.

And darn!! darn darn darn! lawa lawaaaaaa barangnya!!

i especially loved the panties. 5 for 10pounds! hel-lo?! thats so cheap can?! i want the lacey ones. its so pretttttyyyy. oh why are they so pretty!!

tapi it says they only offer free standard delivery on orders over 30 pounds. And im too malas to check out how much delivery would cost for 5 panties. And im more afraid than malas to check. Cause im afraid if i check it out...ill end up buying it. and i don't need new panties. my drawers are so full of it already. i guess muat plang tu if i just stuff it all in...tapi...no...i will not indulge myself.. or maybe i will.....

HAHAHA. Did my usual morning routine. Switched my laptop on...checked my emails....the usual shiznit. Then i did a lil bit of surfing and read my friend Airul's blog. CALI! i liked his latest post. It's so funny that it deserves to be linked! Click here :)

Feeling bored and wondering which songs you should dl? Lemme recommend a few:

- Jay Sean - Maybe (awu...aku masih suka!!)
- The Feeling - Without You
- The Hoosiers - Worried About Ray
- Usher - Love In This Club
- Britney Spears - Break The Ice
- Che'nelle - Hurry Up

Random facts about Mizah

- Is afraid of the dark. I need to sleep with my bedlamp on
- Loves watching cerita antu...ONLY when ramai2. I need to have at least one person there with me
- Has a bantal buruk that she lovingly calls B.B (thats short for bantal buruk btw). But she is currently sleeping with B.B the second. B.B the first passed away. (her mom threw it away.... -_-)
- Is still in love with Bubbles. I still can't get over Bubbles death and still feel that no cat can ever replace him :'(
- Loves Billy Madison so much that she can recite most of the lines from the movie
- Is also sleeping with another pillow that she calls pinky. This pillow is a cat. a PINK cat...hence the name
- Needs to listen to music when she gets ready for school every morning. Loves to jiggle to the music as well. I think that's why i need to have at least an hour to get ready...i like to distract myself by singing and dancing in front of my full length mirror. I'm just wondering if Lei (who's room is next to mine) can hear me singing from his room? NYAHAHA
- Has 6 phone lines, hence 6 different phones. Phones that i will plan to tukar2 each time when im back in bru...according to my moods orrrr...how big my bag is for that day
- Do not believe in eating food raw. Which is why i don't eat sushi
- Has been practicing hard with eating her food with chopsticks. And im proud to report that i have improved a lot hehehe
- Loves to eat tumpi with sardines. what? don't knock it till u try it. its niiiicee~
- Likes to get herself distracted before doing MAJOR work. such as now. im supposed to finish up my tax tutorial so i can concentrate on biz strategy tomorrow. *sigh*
- Loves to kacau her lil sis Anis. I think it's my way of showing affection. I just like listening to her whining voice. HEHEHE! kan ni-chan? niiiiii-channnnn~ ohhhhh ni-channnn! kekekeke.
- On that note..i love singing at the top of voice when im in the shower (at home) so i can annoy the hell out of my lil sis. (her bathroom is next to mine and she can hear EVERYTHING from there haha)
- Can't cook as hell. But i believe im a pretty darn good baker. Siapa minta buatkan kek mata kucing??
- Is fiercely loyal to her friends. Kepada lelaki yg planning to break my girlfriends' hearts. Cubatah! ku bacakan yasin kau krg. baru kau tauuuuu! ku sumpah sampai 7 keturunan

ok. i cant think of anymore. haha. awu. aku jobless.

Song im currently addicted to right now. Jay Sean's "maybe". lawaaaaaaaa lawaaa! yeah..i know he's k...tpi kan...lagunya lawa. and and and....ia ada british accent masa ia nyanyi. hehehe. i mean.. i know he's brit and all..tpi...cali. hehehe.

me, fish and rashie went to creativity and innovation skills workshop at the octagon centre that was held by PwC tadi. i was really excited prior to attending it....i had high expectations that it was going as awesome as the other workshops that were held by BT or Accenture. skalinya...kwang kwang kwang. it was....mediocre. no...it wasnt even that..it basically SUCKED.

the ladies presenting kept saying "um..em..um" like they couldn't find anything much to say...and they can't even elaborate on the interesting facts on the left/right brain! gah! i felt like shaking the chick and saying "ELABORATE!! GIVE US DETAILSSSS!!!"

the only fun part about the whole thing was that the group we chicks were with were cool. us 3 were in the same table with these 3 other chicks. and we all totally clicked.

anyways..one of the exercises that we had to do was brainstorm on this topic we were given. it was called "outrageous opposites". ok...for example. let's say your task was to create a new pizza. now the normal thing that you would suggest issss....new toppings rite? or a new flavour? simple enough rite? well for this task...you suggest a total opposite. something totally unheard of. something unconventional.

fun eh?

our group was given "summer social event". woohoo! siuk. lotsa ideas were flowing through us tarus. after much brainstorming...several laughs and silly ideas. we girls came up withhhh.....

our social summer event will be held INDOORS...and we would have an "ice theme". So all the decorations would have frost or something "icy". We would have a HuUUuuuugeeee heated pool, with icebergs floating around (plastic fake ones ofcourse). and we would have waiters serving the guest around in a penguin suit (to keep up with the whole ice theme). In conjunction with our ice-antarctic theme...our menu would be seafood. and and andd...we would also cater to our vegetarian guests...so we would have fish flavoured tofu. and did i mention that we are going to have fish-shaped cakes as well? (how awesome are we?). and for those guests who wants to stay in the pool and be served as well... we also have waiters in their swimsuits..serving them in the water!

since it's such a HUGE pool..one side of the pool will be completely iced over. where ppl can ice skate. so there are ice skates for hire. on the other corner of our HUGE indoor place...we would have ski slopes...skis are again, available for hire. and to keep up with the whole ice theme...we would put a snow making machine over the ski slopes..so everyone can have a feel for the whole skiing experience.

for entertainment...we organized synchronized swimming in the heated pool....some dancing with the ice skates on the ice...and also polka dance (a russian dance according to the russian girl in our group).

Later on in the evening...there will be some disco dancing on the ice.

And on the other farrr corner...we would set up a huge bonfire...so ppl can sit around it....have some mulled wine....marshmallows will also be provided if anyone feels like roasting some.

Guests who also feel like keeping themselves warm can also go in the makeshift igloo. Inside the igloo will be a bar and ppl can hang out in their and have some drinks.

SIUK KAN?? how cool was our idea?! hahaha.

ok...im going to go and watch wedding date now :P

i just realized just how much work i need to have done. ok..let me break it down to you.

Monday ( 21st April)
Business Strategy tutorial

Tuesday (22nd April)
Taxation in theory and practice tutorial

Wednesday (23rd April)
Taxation assignment/test

Thursday (24th April)
Case Studies assignment

eh gila. 4 hari beturut-turut. so ive to do my tutorials really awal. i wanna get it down by saturday kalau bulih. and concentrate on my assignment and test saja. Phew. ok..i can do this!!

September 5, 1985

Lucky Color:	Jade
Personality Strengths:	Creativity, Courage
Personality Weakness(es):	Eccentricity
Successful Career Path:	Finance
Sense of Humor Style:	Witty
Adjectives to Describe You:	bold, daring
Also born on September 5:	Coming soon
Description: The quintessential dreamer - your head is always in the clouds. You dream big and think different - and want to truly achieve something great in your lifetime. You are highly motivated and driven, while surprisingly laid-back and fun-loving at the same time

NYAHAHAHAHAHA. i love jade plang. i mean..i like wearing the jade bracelet. although i remember shattering mine cause i fell when i was rollerblading...(yeah i was wearing my jade bracelet - talor ah? hehe)

creativity? i suppose i do have creativity. aku pandai berbual sama kawan2ku. we can talk about random things and just go on and on from there. haha. esehhh...aku ada courage wah? shucks. im so kambang now. haha!

im eccentric? seriously? me? im unconventional and kinda strange? me? hehe. well i guess...im DIFFERENT. so i don't think that should be labelled as a personality weakness. hmpf...

successful career path is in finance? woooooooot! i guess im in the right path then. HAHA.

and apparently im witty as well. *fans herself* am i a steal or wat? ;)

im BOLD! im daring! YEAH!!

banar plang tu...im always up in the clouds. aku suka angan2 wah. especially when im walking to and from school. ill be listening to my music. and ill be thinking. and day dreaming. (not in class though mind you...aku pay attention in class - esehhhh~)

i suppose i do have a wonderful talent of being laid back and also be doing my work at the same time. such as now. im supposed to be doing my business strategy tutorial but im blogging. ish...si mizah ani. (i like to call it multi-tasking - some ppl might call it being distracted and off track)
tapi kamu sebanarnya jeles bah iatah

nyehehe. nadabah.

talor oh talor. mengapa kau sangat nyaman? you know. i dont think eggs have enough compliments. compliments that they so rightly deserve.

they are so NYAMAN no? u know how u need to mix something with a food to make it more edible and nyaman? but u dont need that with eggs. no sirreeee...no u dont. u can scramble an egg....NOT add in anything...and its still oh-so-nyaman.

u can also make all kinds of eggs. but make i mean.... u have different ways of cooking it. lets see...u can have it scrambled...sunny side up...poached...boiled. and ahhh~ u can also have different kinds of boiled..theres half boiled....3 quarters boiled...and hard boiled.

personally...I like my eggs...3 quarter boiled...i like only the yolk to be liquid-ish. Yum...so nyaman. i also LOVE sunny side up eggs.

ahhh~ eggs oh eggs. i can never ever get tired of u.

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ok ok..enough talor talking. i just wanna post a shoutout to my babe mardhi!! congrats girl. you know we all lap you to the max!! :) so proud of you daleng!!! :)

the five day forecast for sheffield will be cloudy, heavy showers, heavy rain, sunny intervals and light rain.

*sigh* it's enough to make a person be depressed. i hate how the weather is this spring. if you can even call it that. it snowed heavily last week. its supposed to be spring!! helllooOooo? last year we were already walking around outside without our jackets. blech. this weather is such a tease. YOU ARE A TEASE WEATHER!! its playing us wet,cold and hot. i hate dragging my umbrella around to class everyday. although i must say i like my pink bubble umbrella. murah kamuuuu! 8 pound arah one of those ebay shops saja!! comes in all colours. hehe.

btw...i didnt even know there's a difference between heavy rain and heavy showers -_-
apakan tu?

right now im in the process of uninstalling and reinstalling my itunes. its all screwed up. it doesn't wanna sync somehow. iatah aku MENTAL. lei says its not the cable punya fault. its the program itself. so i have to reinstall it. im just peeved at the fact that i need to make all my playlists all over again. feh feh.

me and my housemates were watching a beautiful mind last nite. yes.. i know...barutah kami kan meliat after all these years. but daymmm! it was such a good movie. it was so moving. *sigh* KAMU MESTI LIAT!!

It's a saturday morning and i woke up at 7am. O_o

serves me right for sleeping bloody early last night. So now the whole house is still pretty quiet...i dont think anyone is up yet.

i woke up this morning and did my usual morning routine...look in the mirror when i first sit up in bed. my mirror is to the left side of my bed so i cant help but just look ok? and as usual my locks are all tousled and i get out of my bed groggily and walk towards my mirror. try my best to put my hair back in place (i try not to brush my hair, cause somehow i find that brushing it so early in the morning usually gives it SO much volume that it'll get super puffy - looks funny tho). since we're on the topic of hair...my hair is sooOoo longgg now...ngalih kalau kan shampoo wah! so me and fish are planning to get it cut..maybe next month kali. She's gonna wait for her hair to grow longer...she wants to crop her curls off. anyone care to join us? we'll get our haircut together! hehe.

got a text from my dad when i woke up tadi. he gave me the 12 digit pin for me to recharge my easi line. woohoooo~ thank god i received it...cause for some reason my easi line hasn't been receiving texts recently.... -_-

im craving for rashie's chicken pie.... RASH MASAKKAN KU. u know i lap u rite? and i know u lap me too?

*stomach roars* lapar ku eh. stupid pink patch obviously doesn't work.

GAHHHHH!!! I CANT SEEM TO MAKE THE STUPID LAYOUT PERFECT!!!
*ROARRRRSSS*!!!!

*clears throat*

i was just about to bitch about how i can't seem to find my earphones. I misplaced it and couldn't find it this morning when i was going to leave for class this morning. Anyways...just as i was about to start grumbling about how i can't seem to find my shit in my room...i turned and looked to my left and lifted my tutorial paper...and lo and behold! there it is!!

apa ertinya nah? (since it was under my tax tutorial paper), it means i was supposed to do my tutorial...and if i was a good girl and did it tadi sudah...i would've found my earphones a whole lot earlier tadi. hehehehehe! kedapatannnn inda membuat kraja!!!!

tapi its ok lah. today is a friday after all. ive got the whole of saturday and sunday to be rajin. today is my day to relax and unwind.

you know i was just thinking. fish told me to read her lil sister's blog the other day. her lil sister...is the most random girl ever. she's so good at membual she puts me,fish and rash (put together mind you) to shame. seriously, that's how good she is. anyways, in one of her posts, she mentioned this cuckoo countess was it? i can't remember, but it was a noble lady in the olden days..Countess Bathory if im not mistaken. She would drink the blood of virgin young girls in her village. This is actually a true story. I remember reading a book on her dulu. I forgot what that book is called. But it was available arah the reading room masa di MS dulu. You know how we get to have one period each week in the reading room and we get to borrow one book home and return it the week after?

Anyways...i remember choosing that book. It's really disturbing though...cause that book is clearly.....for 18 year olds and above. At that time i was probably....um..in form 4? tsktsk. they should screen the books first. But that didn't stop me from reading it though. HEEHEE. It's all gore and blood and shit. It was a good read though.

We had case study tutorials this morning. It was such a memberi bangang class tadi. I mean...i was glad we had it plang...cause before that i had absolutely no idea how to go about doing the case study...and now i kinda have a vague idea? but nevertheless...it was still memberi bangang. -_-

I've researched some relevant materials that i could *probably* use...but i don't know... i haven't read them all plang. Just skimmed through. Ugh...i hate assignments. Boy am i glad business strategy nada assignments. But im gonna be a wreck for it during exams though...cause the course is 100% exam. *shudder* im just hoping my bullshitting skill will come through like it did when i had corporate social responsibility. yes. all i have to do is not panic...and stay calm...and let the bullshitting vibes flow through my body. *inhales deeply*

Aku ani sebanarnya kan passing the time bah. Fish is in the shower now and im waiting for my turn to shower. dum dee dum dum. we watched private practice ep 8 and 9 tadi while having our dinner. ep 9 is awesome! (it is also the finale for season 1)...i miss being looked at that special way from your significant other. *sighhhh* you know the whole when you walk in the room and your significant other sees u and smiles and looks at you kind of thing? ehhhh~ liat saja ep 9!

oOoo...i think i hear fish coming out now. aite. adios!

I started watching private practice about two days ago. It's a new series. A spin off from Grey's Anatomy. To lovers and avid watchers of Grey's Anatomy...Private Practice is less...morbid...and it has less surgeries...and the problems that they face? it's more realistic and everyday-like. Well compared sama Grey's lah....so i like it :) i like it very the much :) hehehe

I'm bored with the layout of my blog sudah....so maybe i'll revamp the whole thing. Hmm. Im gonna give that layout i found another chance. Last time i couldn't be bothered cause i had other things to take care of. Todayyy...i've got time in my hands.

Listening to Mariah Carey right now. I know how some ppl say she's soooo having a mid-life crisis and everything. You know...with the whole boob job and oh so revealing cleavage. But you know what? i dont really blame her. She had a divorce...she needed something to make herself feel that she can still look and feel good. So i guess that's why she got herself the boob job. But hey, i still love her music after all these years. So....two thumbs up to her for staying on top of her game even when they've got TONS of divas now. Competition is stiff these days.

It's friday today. so ive got a wholeee weekend to do....nothing. But im not gonna do nothing. i plan to finish up my tutorials. Ugh. The worst thing to do in this world. But i keep tellin myself that im gonna graduate soon and all this? *points to big pile of papers* will be some bad memory. blech!

ok...im gonna get cracking with the whole revamp blog thing. let's see how that will turn out :P

Ever had that one phase in your life where you think you have made a lot of bad choices in your life? and then that little thought that pops in your head just brings back LOADS of memories on all the mistakes that you've done in your life?

For instance, I was just thinking about what to have for dinner...(i haven't made my noodles - i know...somehow i wasn't feeling that hungry anymore :P) and i visualized my cupboard in the kitchen...and i realized i've got loads of indomee and maggi. and then that made me remember how last time i had to throw a whole bunch of em away pasal expire. and now im curious on the expiry dates of those instant noodles. i forgot to check it AGAIN before i bought it. last time i bought a whole bunch of indomee and maggi cause i was TOO malas to buy it balik2...and i ended up not having it and it was just sitting there in my cupboard for a few mths. in the end ku buang tah jua.

but anyways, my point here is that...i keep making the same mistakes over and over again. but this is just an example of the lil small mistakes i make though. How about the huge ones? will i ever learn from it?

gah! the draft exam timetable is making me think too much. i dont wanna screw up my last semester...i really don't. and just now...after i checked the timetable...i started planning out how my whole week is going to be. getting my case study ready...doing research...catching up on the reading materials for business strategy...reading up on taxation since im SO bangang at it. and i was even planning on reading up a bit for my taxation tutorials tonite. (a burst of rajin-ness brought about from my fear of exams there) and just as suddenly as that rajin-ness popped up, the stupid temptation of doing nothing creeps up again. CEMANA KAN TU?

its like ive got this uncontrollable impulse to surf...or...download movies...or....play those darn addictive games. as much as i tell myself that ill stop and only do it for a leeeetle while...i end up doing it for gee i dont know....4 to 5 hours? and then i get soOOO exhausted from doing nothing..by the time i finally pull myself together and start whatever it is that i was supposed to be doing...im already tired. haiyah. it's like ive got this insane disorder to keep myself occupied with silly things. during my 2nd year...ive got myself bloody distracted with my ex. and then last semester i got myself distracted with *another* temptation and now ive got other lil things to keep me distracted as well. when will it stooOOoooop?

eh talor eh.

ok..moving on to other things. i was on the phone with rashie tadi and we were just talking about photoshop-ing skills. she was saying xiaxue must be a kickass photoshop-er cause she looks butt ugly when her pics aren't photoshop-ed. im still not sure on my stand on that though. i mean...i wouldn't mind photoshop-ing my pics if i seriously look oily and ive got a monster zit on my nose. hell..photoshop away. but i guess theres a certain limit to being photoshop-ed though. like...if u don't look anything like it in real life...then that's too much. but taking off a zit here and there...taking the oily-ness away. that's alright with me. i mean...imagine this...this person who has never seen u in real life..and has only seen u through your pics rite? and all your pics are photoshop-ed to the max...this person thinks you're the most gorgeous flawless person on earth..don't u think it'll be a total mood killer if that person sees u how you REALLY look like in real life? after that person has all these high expectations on your supposedly gorgeous self? only to see how frumpy you are in person?

kan kan?

its making me think twice about photoshop-ing my pics. i mean...id rather have ppl think i look like a fright in pics and think i look fabulous in person.

i don't know why but suddenly i have sex and the city punya show in mind. i like that show. i like it cause that series shows the different kind of difficulties that women face in relationships. 4 different kinds of personalities...and the different things that they expect in a guy. siuk siuk. i really can't wait for the movie. i haven't seen ALL the episodes though. which is why im planning to buy the boxset series yg usulnya mcm the shoebox atu. lawaaaa. nantitah...when ive got extra money. maybe after my exams. cause i really can't afford to get myself distracted with TOO much things right now.

nah kan? im already thinking of other things to distract myself with. banar eh...thats like a talent i have or something. making myself distracted.

like right now. im supposed to be getting dressed...im still in my bathrobe btw. and i still haven't had anything to eat.

i just realized that ive been jumping from one topic to another topic. baik kamu inda paning ni? hehehe. bah bah. im gonna get dressed now. -_-

BLAAAADDIIII HELLLLL! i just remembered that i haven't taken my laundry out from the washing machine. now i REALLY hafta hurry and get dressed now.

I watched 27 dresses tadi. I liked the movie :) especially what she said about the groom during the last few minutes of the movie. I won't tell u which groom ofcourse.. :P hehehe. spoil tia krg. but ya'll should watch it. lawaaa!

today aysya turned a mth old. ahhh~ called my dad tadi...and he said they sang her a birthday song. hehe. kiut. i still can't believe my parents are GRANDPARENTS now. it just reminds me how old everyone's getting. we're all growing up...getting our lives together and building a FUTURE. my gawddd~ im an ADULT. *ahem* but a young adult i should add. hehehe.

school started yesterday. i was really dreading it. and as usual...i didnt get enough sleep for my first day of school. *sigh* (i never learn do i?) i found myself getting a BIT sleepy during tutorials..had 2 more classes after that (ugh, monday's my busiest!) and i surprisingly found myself getting perkier towards the end of the day...i guess my brain just kinda got itself used to working again. But darn it...it feels like i just sat for my exams....and now im at school again. Oh...incidentally. the draft timetable just went up today i think. GILA! ada tia sudah draft timetable. but i guess i don't mind lah. that meanssss....my finals exams are near...(nerve-wrecking yes) but but buttt....that means im also nearing graduation day. and that means seeing my family again! yayyy! hehe. so im really looking forward to THAT. just wish i can fast forward time though.

oh oh..MAJOR news today. a friend of mine opened up a window with me on msn and told me that it has been CONFIRMED that MOE scholarship students got a whooping 20% increase in their allowance starting april 2008. how awesome is that? perfect timing i say. i mean...i needed the money so so SO badly for my graduation robe. yep...im planning to buy it with my own money. say you're proud. hehe. ppl who KNOW me should be proud. cause im SO bad with budgeting my money. seriously. you should see how depleted and karing my bank balance is. hahaha. you only live once bah..might as well make the most of it no?

and besides...im young and single and still a student. i shouldn't need to worry about my finances until i start working. so until i enter that really foreign realm..im entitled to be carefree! hah!

ok...im gonna make myself dinner now. im craving noodles with prawns. *drool*

ahhh...haven posted anything in a while. Been busy catching up with things. Anywaysss...ive been trying to upload all the pics we took from our trip up on facebook. But the connection really sucks big time i have *no* idea why. But i did manage to put some albums up though...ive still got about 3 or maybe 2 albums worth of pics to put up kali...so thats gonna take a while to upload... *grumble*. So to those who are really curious about the pictures..you can check it out on my facebook! hehe ;P

im gonna post some clips up though...hehe. check it out!!!

You know how ppl always hate how they sound like when they hear their voices over again? I never knew i sound so dorky! haha. This was when kami baru sampai and was going towards the haunted mansion and we happen to come across other bruneians there.

Having some fun at "art of disney animation". They replaced my voice over Belle's. hehe.

Us during the studio tram tour. SIUK!!

Pretty ah?? You ask a girl to marry you when she's looking at this in real life and confirm ia say yes tu!! hehe