Tuesday, 30 December 2008

This is so damn funny i should post it. and i thought i've got a really dirty mouth...but wonder woman makes me blush like a little school girl. she definitely takes the cake! hahaha.




Monday, 29 December 2008

oh oh.... happy 1st muharram :)

in conjunction with that...one of my oldest buddies, ena..got engaged to her boo fathi today.

Congrats to them both on their engagement.

and en!! i love your rock!! its from Tiffany's!!!

Funnily enough..i was surfing around for rings at the Tiffany's official website yesterday. (NoOoo...im not getting engaged anytime soon - i'm just saying, there's no harm in a girl looking around for her dream ring cause nanti inda payah panic, i'll already know what i want, yes?)

and they've got this really pretty marquis shaped platinum ring. wahhh...so pretty. im not bloody picky...i don't hafta have the 1 carat one...id settle for the 0.5 carat one. *sighs blissfully* the best bit? it has the Tiffany label engraved inside the ring. how awesome is that? makes it even more authentic no?

pretty things are so orgasmic.



Mizah damam :(

i hate this. The same thing happened the same time last year. I was coughing like crazy..and it sucked! I remember lugging a HUGE water bottle around brunei hall, wearing my sweater...and talking in my very sarut voice. and no it wasnt that sexy throaty kind of voice..it was that freaky exorcist kind of throaty.

thank god i don't have that sarut voice now though. But i still have the non-stop tickly coughs. This is one of the worst coughs u can EVER get. Hmpf.

The whole gang is planning to hang at Tini's place for new years. It's gonna be awesome since Tini has her own place. So we're gonna drag all kinds of entertainment there. the best part? we can be as loud as we want without pissing any of our family members off with our crazy laughs and shrieks. yeahhhh!!! hehehehe.

I still can't remember whether it's gonna be a potluck or a bbq. Hmm. But im planning to buy 2 buckets of KFC. That should be enough for the bunch of us. There's gonna be karaoke...bouncer (with the pool..woohoo!) and lotsa food.

karaoke + games + bouncer + friends = crazy fun

so we aint gonna do the whole cliche` new yrs thing where the youngsters get high on alcohol and drugs. Instead..we are gonna get high with euphoria. hell yeaaaa! im definitely gonna be prepared and bring panadol actifast this time. the last hang out sesh i had with the whole gang gave me a headache till the next day. bleurgh.

so im hoping to god that ill be better by the 31st.

please oh please let me get better :(

Sunday, 28 December 2008




If You were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.
Cause I love the way You say good morning.
And You take me the way I am.

If You are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is achin', I'll make it better.
Cause I love the way You call me baby.
And You take me the way I am.

I'd buy You Rogaine, when You start losing all Your hair.
Sew on patches, to all You tear.
Cause I love You more than I could ever promise.
And You take me the way I am.

You..take me the way I am.
You..take me the way I am.


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This is for You :)

Tuesday, 16 December 2008

he moves pretty quick for a retarded monkey dontchu think? kekekekekekekekeke.



Wednesday, 10 December 2008

I miss my housemates.

I really do.

and I miss everyone and the fun times we had in Sheff! Boo! Somehow this one memory popped up last night....

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It was Ramadhan...i ALWAYS without fail have to have my sahur... so my housemates usually tell me whether they wanna have sahur with me or not. So on one of those days, Azmi didnt tell me that he wasn't going to have sahur, so that usually means he wants to be woken up for sahur.
*Knocked on Azmi's door*
Me : Miiiii!! bangunnnn!!
*Silence*
Me thinking : Hmmmm.
So i went back to the living room to join Fish and Lei to have my sahur.
10 minutes later.
Me : MIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!
*bangs on door*
Me : BANGUNNNNNNNNN!! inda kau makan kahhhhhhhh????!
*Azmi sleepily opening the door*
Azmi : Aku inda makan jua....
Me and Fish : u didnt tell us. when?
Azmi : Tu...i left a post it on my door ah. Points upwards on HIS eye level.
*me and fish looking up (WAYYYYY UP) at the post it*
ooops.....
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
the next time Azmi wanted to leave us his post its... it was definitely at kami punya eye level.
HAHAHAHA. pokoknya? kami pendek.....

Sunday, 30 November 2008

my lil sister made me watch this video on youtube. She says its "damn funny". its still loading on my laptop right now...so i still don't know if it really IS as funny as it she made it sound to be. So if it sucks like hell.. don't blame me. blame ANIS! hahahaha

anis mentioned something interesting about herself today.

conversation btwn me and anis:

Anis: (making weird inaudible cat sounds)

Mizah: wtf man? stop it! u sound like a retarded cat!

Anis: i AM a retarded cat!

Nuff said. Told u my lil sister is weird. (thats what u get for calling me an animagus and saying im a PONTOT cat! HAHAHAHAHA! take that u beeyatch!)

and u guys wonder why i am the way i am. If u spend 18 frikkin years growing up with a weirdo sister you'd probably be just like me. heeheehee!

NB./ Awubah nis. you know i love you. im just playing. anyways..here's the damn vid. check it out ppl :)


Saturday, 29 November 2008




WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i think ive got myself a jobless stalker. see the first line i circled? yeah...saw that before i did my last post. made a reply on my tagboard and then i posted a new entry...(that took me about...half an hour?) and then wham-mo! that person replied straight after i posted the tag.
cali jua eh.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHHA!!
im quite flattered actually. *snicker*

Tuesday, 25 November 2008

wow...how about that? just did my last post a few days back and ive got comments already. now that just got me curious instead...what constitutes a typical bruneian anyway? i think that is one of the most abused and over-used phrase ever. Although i plead guilty on using that phrase before as well. haha. gah! im not gonna dwell on that. there's a lot of ppl in this world and everyone is entitled to their own opinion and ive learnt a long time ago that not everyone is going to agree with what i say, so be it :)

trivial things aside and moving on to bigger issues now. i was just driving back home from work tadi...it was raining really heavily tadi so i was going super duper slow. soOooo....i had lotsa time on my hands and one thing just occured to me. not a lot of ppl suka bagi jln huh? why is that?

okay...imagine this. ur on a single carriageway... and a car in front of you stops cause it wants to go in a simpang. and obviously its not gonna cross and go in until there are no more cars on the opposite side of the road yes? so imagine the amount of traffic it will accumulate behind it. isn't it so much better for the car on the opposite side of the road to give way? thats gonna cause you what? 15 secs? is 15 secs so much time kan? can u go a mile in 15 secs kan? plus...u also get pahala...and u feel like a do-gooder inside. so yes...i think its just soOo much better to give way saja. and the cars behind the car thats stopping will also be super grateful to u for giving that car way as well. (this is assuming that the cars cant go around the stationary car lah)

im in a philosophical mood right now.

as u all know by now...it was raining heavily tadi on my way back from work. so some cars were still going fast....(in the stormy weather!) i know right? so reckless. i stayed on the right lane tadi...for a good reason. the left lane had a lot of puddles....and there were no cars on the right lane....and when there ARE cars on the right lane that wants to overtake....barutah i go to the left. so yeah..im not one of those typical (haha, theres that word again - man i crack myself up) drivers who likes to stick to the right lane even when im going slow :P. there was this one time....i think i was along the tutong highway sudah....this suzuki vitara was going superrrr fast (well a whole lot faster than me lah...) so i switched to the left lane...and ZOOOOOM, he whizzed past me. then about 15-20 mins later....i arrived along the jerudong park highway...and there was a slight jam...there were police cars...and an ambulance. yep. u guessed it. the same vitara was tebalik.

*shudder*

so berijab. that just teaches u a lesson doesnt it? dont speed when its raining!!

i hate accidents. ppl who aren't afraid of accidents are plain dumb. or its just that they just don't love their loved ones. i wouldnt wanna cause the ppl who loves me any worry over my safety. hmpf.

now that just leads to my next thoughts. counting ur blessings. milly and i were just talking about counting our blessings the other day :)

and truthfully...it really is an eye opener. everyone should count their blessings so that they will be grateful and happy in life.

for instance...i know ive been complaning about how commuting is a bitch and all. but what if....WHAT IF instead of thinking that way....i tell myself that i should be thankful that i was offered a job? i mean....think of all those other ppl who can't find jobs. i should be grateful enough that i GOT one and that im earning sudah kan?

or how about those other days when im bitching about how im gainin weight? i should be grateful that i dont have any disabilities. that i can see...talk....hear....that ive got all of my fingers...that i can walk.. that i can THINK. kan kan kan? makes u think huh? a lot of ppl in this world are just so ungrateful about what they have.

so yes. in thinking that way? it makes me happy :) cause ive been counting all of my blessings and i truly am blessed :)

thanks baby for bringing that up with me. teehee *hugs* :)

speaking of that pangit dude...where is he?? hes supposed to call me right now. Grrrrr! (bwoh...nah tu... kan marah tia balik...HAHAHA)

Sunday, 23 November 2008

Meet my baby... heehee! (here seeq....u've been pesterin me about what exactly my baby is :P)

Mine's sapphire black though...so it looks super duper small unlike the white one. But i still love it though :)



Saturday, 15 November 2008

heh heh.

mizah ada laptop baruuuuu~ ive actually had it for a week or so... and i haven't been blogging becauseeee....well cause ive started working. and hell yeah am i GLAD its the WEEKEND! u know all this while ive always thought those ppl who keeps saying "man i can't wait for the weekend" are sooooo overdramatic. and i keep saying... them working days can't be so bad rite?

nuh-uh...i thought wrong. and i take it back and i apologize to all those ppl who said those words before. it IS tiring huh? especially if u have to damn commute everyday. GAH! i really can't wait for the other graduates to come... Razana (the lady in charge of the graduate recruitment) says that there will be a lot more to come... so yeah. ill ask em if they wanna carpool with me... at least the ride to belait won't be as boring and tiring (especially if i dont have to drive! - heh heh heh)

today is my lil sister anis' birthday. shes 18!! can u imagine??! bloody hell... do they all grow up so fast... makes me feel damn old. urgh. the good thing about her being 18 is that she'll get to drive and i wont need to drive her around anymore. NYAHAHAHA. pemalas.

going out with milly today :) we havent seen each other since last week... and BOY did it feel so long. another reason why im really looking fwd to this weekend :) <3

ive got a million of things to do today....im finally gonna transfer the pics from graduation....raya... and god...loads of other things and post it on facebook... tunggu lah.. i think ill do it tonite. heh heh. alritey...im gonna get ready and ive to wake milly up soon... im his personal alarm clock now. harrumph!

Tuesday, 21 October 2008

im procrastinating again.

im supposed to finish up the designs for the BruSheff part in the graduation book. But i haven't really found the inspiration to do so. The thing is....i completed it a lOooooong time ago during the submission deadline....attended the meeting....but lo and behold...i checked out the rest of the work from the other people and theirs' were far more impressive than mine. So ofcourse i had to change mine. Seriously though...mine looked so..mediocre next to theirs. (not that im saying mine should look professional or anything) but i have my pride....and I'm in charge of the Sheffield bit...so i seriously need to do something equally ass-kicking since im doing it on everyone's behalf right?

*ahem*

back to my procrastinating topic.... ive downloaded several backgrounds and graphics which i thought would look good.... but nyeh....i've lost my mojo....i think ill continue doing it as soon as i finish watching gossip girl ep 7.

frankly....im getting quite tired of the whole storyline....the frenemies relationship between serena and blair. Speaking of Serena....am i the ONLY one who thinks that girl looks like a man?? take away the hair and the awesome clothes and she can pass off as a good lookin boy. Seriously!

you know what i've been thinking a lot about lately? i've been thinking how i kinda miss my housemates....it feels a bit weird not seeing them everyday...

TWO years is a long time to be seeing people everyday.

and believe it or not...i actually KINDA miss walking to school. well...i miss walking around. even though its effin tiring and it gets hot in the summer sometimes...i kinda miss it somehow. maybe its the nice weather....maybe its the exercise im getting....i don't know... i just miss it. or maybe it's the stories that me and fish makes up just so that we can make the long walk more enjoyable. i remember this one car that we would see at Jericho road once in a while...(long story about that - muehehehe) and i miss chasing the adorable cats i would see and try to cat-nap as well.so its definitely a no-brainer why the neighbourhood cats would run for cover everytime they see me. *smirk*

ok....i think ive put it off long enough...i should get back to doing my work now =^.^=

Saturday, 11 October 2008

This post goes out especially to midfielder sheffield..whoever you are. kekeke.

ok....im guilty of neglecting my blog. its not cause i dont want to ... hell...ive got millions of stuff i wanna say. sometimes when im doing my daily activities i even get an epiphany about the awesome stuff i can write here on my blog so that i can delight my oh so loyal readers and increase its popularity (eseh...mcm si taie)

alright...ill stop mengambang-ing now. the thing is...my laptop is still fucked up as ever. no amount of pouting and growling to the technician at C.F.King can ever fix this lil baby. so yes....im gonna get me my sony pink vaio...AFTER i get my salary. iyohhh! tarus membali laptoppppppp...balum apa2! haha.

speaking of jobs....i got a job at bsp. i don't even know which position im offered or which dept ill be working at yet for that matter.....they did say "business support dept" butttt....they're not sure whether its 'east' or 'west' or watever it is razana said the other day. u seeee.....everyone else has their offer letter delivered by DHL sudah....except for me!! *sniff* and colleen lah.

bloody hell...that got me EFFING worried lah. but azie told me that maybe its cause my dept and colleens dept lain...coz everyone else who got THEIR offer letter sudah is under the 'finance' dept....so yeah...maybe thats why. but then again..im still gonna call razana up to make sure. hmpf...

its 6.35am now. awal kan aku bangun? hehehe. today is my daddy's birthday btw....and kami open house....mama made KOLO MEE! yummmmm~~

and im supposed to be helping out now....the guests are starting to arrive at 10am..bwohhhhh de doiiiii~

i promise ill update regularly like dulu once i get my new pink baby.... teehee.

p.s. lipstick jungle siuk! watch the 2nd season!!!!!

Monday, 22 September 2008

my medical checkup for BSP is tomorrow. and its at 7.30am.
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EFFIN EFF!

and it's at Panaga Medical center or whatever the full name of that place is. darn it. so im carpool-ing with Azie. Meeting her up at the jerudong mosque tomorrow at 5.15am. I KNOW RITE??? *Sigh* lapas sahur tarus mandi and jalan lah tu. *sigh*

here's the thing. they told me not to eat after 10pm and only drink lotsa water during sahur. WAHHHH!!! aku mana tahan tuuu! i eat a LOT during sahur. without fail. and even with that i still get hunger pangs throughout the entire day. imagine not eating during sahur. *sniffs*

this job better be SoOOoo worth it. hmpf.

speaking of the job.....i asked the lady which dept ill be in...and she said they are inclined to put me towards "planning and economic" which is under the finance dept....they're gonna have a final meeting on the 25th ani....it'll be based in seria though. Let's hope they change their minds and put me somewhere that is stationed in BSM eh? heehee.

its the 22nd and still no word from BIA yet. they really ARE taking their sweet time huh? *shrugs*

i just had my sungkai at jerudong polo club restaurant tadi. NOT worth it. for 20 bucks? baiktah ku arah seasons....orrrr airport restaurant....the price is more or less similar. BE WARNEDDDD ppl!!!

and i still can't wait for raya. =^.^=

man im so random. ok. im gonna find some food to stuff my face with...i only have an hour or so before 10pm. HARRUMPH!!!

Sunday, 14 September 2008

My laptop is teasing me.

Yes it is.

I tried switching it on one morning and it went all BLUE screen on me again. So i did what any other normal user would do. Switch it off..waited a few minutes...and i switched it back on again. BIG MISTAKE! It started normally..and then the screen was scrambled.

*sigh*

So i rested my laptop for a day. It's safe to say that i was all kusut the whole day tarus. I seriously don't feel like sending in my laptop to get it fixed..AGAIN! Grr....

So today...i decided to try my luck and switched it on again. and lo and behold...it works! :)

Let's hope that my laptop won't decide to tease me and play me hot and cold yeah? but then again....this lil baby is so obsolete (bought it FOUR years ago) that it's time for me to get a new one. Pink sony vaio here i comeee! teehee.

I think im gonna trade it in....see lah. Cause i won't have any use for this laptop if i get a new one anyway rite? It'll just be sitting in a cupboard somewhere collecting dust -_-

So im gonna get a laptop as soon as i get my first paycheck. (esehhhh~ pangitness much? alum lagi start kraja...sudah tia belabih...heehee!)

ok...here's the deal. i got a verbal offer from shell sudah.....i got a call from em on the 5th of sept (cool eh? masa my bday!) they aren't sure which dept to put me in yet.....so they're gonna call me again maybe this week or next week to let me know which dept ill be in....and THEN the whole medical checkup thing will start.

But heres the thing.....im also waiting for BIA to call me and tell me the results for the interview. BUT...they are only gonna call sometime around the end of sept. Don't get me wrong....im VERY grateful that shell is offering me a job. Frankly....BSP was my 1st choice and BIA was my 2nd....but my parents aren't keen on me commuting everyday to work. So they told me to give BIA a chance. So that's what im doing rite now. So if BIA is offering me a job..ill take BIA.

The thing is....the WAIT is killing me. Seriously yo....i get so agitated whenever i think about the pickle im in.

*sigh* i really hope ill get their call soon.

Apart from that...nothing much has been happening. Im getting broke by the minute though. SoOOo can't wait to start working. hmpf.

And hasrul and ena still owe me pictures. Which is why i haven't been putting up any pics lately. :P hehe

Sunday, 31 August 2008

i haven't been blogging for so long that there are actually some changes to the layout of the blogger website. has it been that long??

anyways. today is finally one of those sundays where there are NO functions since i got back. can u imagine? even my sundays are FULL bah. no wonder i dont even have time to work out much. so yes... im still trying to lose that pesky 2kilos. harrumph!

mental note to self :
need to lose 2kilos for raya so i can have a banging body. NEED TO LOSE LOVE HANDLES!!

*ahem* as i was saying. today won't exactly be a breeze either. ive got mountains of laundry and ironing to do. i let my clothes pile up all this while. so i need to get that done.

what have i been up to since i last blogged ah? Hmm. apart from going for the interviews...ive been out with my friends and jamil. heh heh. and ive also been doing a lil bit of survey on which car im getting. don't wanna be TOO specific but i want my OWN first car to be a convertible. liat lah dulu. i wanna get a job first barutah ku bali the car :)

speaking of jobs. i passed my psychometric test for BIA! hurrayyy! so i got called in for an interview a few days back. the interview was....excruciating. haha. i mean.....i talked. but i couldn't answer SOME of the questions they asked me. anddddd.....i don't know. i just think that they probably think im a ditz. so let's just hope that they don't mind hiring a ditz to handle their financial affairs. nyehehehehehe. i am NOT one mind you. i just pass off as one. but i swear to god i can be very competent and efficient with money. just as long as you don't show me jimmy choo shoes. then i'll probably say 'to hell with the country's funds!!' and start stocking up on shoes till next yr.....

i am also currently addicted to playing rockband on the ps3. damn that game is so good. i like banging on the drums :) so every sat afternoon...i usually hang out at my grandmums place with my cuzins and we'll play rockband there. *sigh* cant wait to own my own awesome surround sound home theatre system and the game. wahhhh! i want i want i want so bad!

hmm...the assessment centre with BSP went alright i suppose. im hoping i can hear from them soon enough as well. its either BSP or BIA for me lah. those two are my top choices.

BUT..new officers for BIA will start working on the 3rd day of raya. and they say they will only call and tell the results of the interview a week before starting work...so ill probably hear from them sometime around the end of sept. so i might hear from BSP before that.

im nervous now.... *sigh*

yay isuk puasa. that means raya tinggal one mth saja lagi. HEEHEEHEE

Thursday, 14 August 2008

Ok. i plead guilty for neglecting my blog lately. But u gotta understand....i've got millions of things to do. and no... and i am NOT exaggerating :p

lets just say that im SO busy that i don't even have time to really experience jetlag :P

what have i been up to lately? well other than sending in my c.vs and all...i got a call from BIA to do a written test. I sat for it um..last tuesday....that was a few days ago. and i found it...well..it was alright...it was just that i didnt have enough time. so thats why im terrified of the outcome. i really hope i can pass the test so that i can get through to the interview *pout*

also got a call from baiduri yesterday....was quite surprised actually...cause i just handed my c.v to baiduri 3 days ago. buttttt...pangitness ler.....my interview was supposed to be this morning..BUT i got a call about an hour or so before the interview and they said it was postponed cause the officer couldn't make it cause of some emergency so its gonna be tomorrow instead of today. now i have to go out lagiiii isuk pagi. see what i mean by ive always got something to do every single day? *sigh*

so im really hoping i can ace tomorrows interview. so i can start working asap. cause i really am so bored. if i get a better offer barutah ill leave. hahaha.

and ive got rehearsals this sat....and a script to write which i was plannin to do tonite...but ive got to sleep early so i can be fresh for tomorrows interview....so i guess that means i need to do my script tomorrow.

and then sunday ive to go to azlan's engagement!! totally psyched about it. cause i dont even have time to see my friends!! gah! so im really excited :D miss them all to bitssss!!! :') i wonder who's picking me up sunday ani ah?

ok...i really am getting sleepy.... and im sorry i haven't posted up the pics to EVERYTHING! will post it up as soon as ive got time. i swear!! hehe

Thursday, 7 August 2008

HOLY MOLLY!!

i finally have enough time to update my blog. loads have been happening lately. well not loads lah..i just had a lot of things to tend to.

arrived in the morning on the 30th... was so bloody tired..i took an afternoon nap. then mlm2 nya tarus liat dark knight with my family. inda sampai liat when we were in sheffield. hmpf. So since there are LOADS of new movies coming out... we might as well liat dark knight tarus before they stop showing it altogether. came across FISH that night. hehehe. ADA jua ku bejumpa lagi anak ah.

then i went to the BSP career exhibition the next day. saw a lot of the sheff juniors there. nice seeing them again :) did my c.v beforehand and i was PLANNING to hand it in that day taruss...BUT....there was this evaluation form..and i needed time to think of what to write...so i brought it home and decided to hand it in the next day saja.

then aysya had her mandi belawat on the 3rd...so u can imagine just how hectic the family was. with buying the campur..getting the house ready and getting the campur ready and all. last minute things to buy apa.

oh and did i mention just how HOT the world is? gawd. its so hot that im getting heat rashes :(

not only that...my nose is bleeding like it has never bled before. seriously though...im not talking about the piddly lil opps my nose is bleeding ill just dab my nose with a tissue kinda thing..im talking about serious non stop half an hour blood trickling down kinda bleeding. *sigh*

but its alright lah. nothing serious. im cool. my bodys getting used to the heat and i havent been getting any nosebleeds for the last two days sudah. (hurray!) but my heat rashes are still there. its quite annoying actually. its itchy....i just wanna scratch it! but i know thatll just exacerbate everything. so i gotta resist the temptation to scratch it. :P

and can ya'll imagine that i havent driven since i got back? heh heh. i finally drove tadi...atu pun only to antar jemputan arah my uncle and nini's place (which is btw, in the same spg as my house - hehehe - ambung tia sudahhh....semua kan pakai kereta, dulu bejalan kaki jua saja hahaha) used the landcruiser...felt a bit odd... but yep! my maddd skillllzzz are still there heh heh ;)

so today...i offered to send my lil sis to her tuition place and tarus pick up my laptop tarus. its FIXED!! (using my dads laptop rite now) so yeah..i can finally post some pics apa krg... DEPENDING on whether my laptop's wifi is fixed jua sudah. hmpf! so lets hope the technicians at C.F.King are not idiots and they listened to me when i said to check *everything*.

handed in my c.v. arah HSBC and Baiduri Bank tadi...so i met up with fifah!! miss that woman so much. We're gonna have a lil luncheon thing with the girls soon....havent told em yet coz im waiting for fifah to confirm and tell me when. hurray!! lama sudah inda jumpa with u all. GOD ive got loads of shit to tell u girlsssss~~ *HUGS* cant wait :D

ok...i need to fold my fresh laundry now...the pile of clothes on the floor is bugging me! ta~ :D

Sunday, 20 July 2008

HEEHEE! my family arrived today.

joy oh joy! im so happy. Today was a good day... although it was tiring to the max! i woke up at 4am today. needed to shower,get ready, have breakfast and all before i head out to paddington to catch the heathrow connect train to heathrow.

Arrived there at around 6.30ish... family came out about half an hour later. Boy was i glad to see em. So excited that i can't hold back my grin. Went to the central bus station straight after that. Our coach wasn't due to leave till 10am so we had time to kill. So we just rested and had a cup of hot drinks at cafe' nerro. But u know wat? 10am came... and our coach was delayed. So obviously everyone started gettin agitated, especially my family. I mean, there's the jetlag.. and theyve got about 4 hours plus of journey ahead of em. So they didnt seem pleased. So me and Fish thought up of a plan. Take a cab to go to victoria coach station... then take the coach there instead to go straight to sheffield.

The damn taxi ride cost almost 60+ pounds! )(&%#$^%$%#%$R%$^&!!!!! Grrr.. ! not to mention the tickets that is wasted for the one that was delayed since we didnt wanna wait for it. hmpf. Things didnt end just there.. the coach driver that we had didnt really know his way around sheffield so he took us around the whole town before reaching the coach station.. he wouldnt even have found his way if he didnt get any help from the passengers. It was really bad.

Took the tram to the apartment. The apartment was nice... although it wasnt as nice as the one in the pictures and the one i was showed when i was lookin around the place. But hey. im not one to complain much (ha! tia krg) at least its very comfortable, and we've got satellite tv anddddd wifi. Which explains why i can go online now :)

Before i can rest...i had to buy takeaway food for everyone cause everyone was just so hungry...so Nichan companied me to go to Aslan and buy some chicken and chips...and i stopped by at tesco for a while to buy drinks and all. Headed back to the apartment again....where i dropped off the things and headed to my old house to get my luggages and things. Fish agreed to help me with bringing the luggages (thanks babe! i know my bag weighs 10 million gazillion magicallion tonnes!), headed back to the apartment to drop it off, stopped by at tesco coz fish wanted to buy fruits, headed back to the house to pick up my grad robe, uni sweater and food stuff. and FINALLY went back to the apartment! hurray! finally!

oOoo...tried out my kebaya for the grad. it fits! yay. im not THAT fat afterall. And my graduation is tomorrow. so im really excited. nervous at the same time as well. Phew! im obviously gonna take lotsa pics. (But ofcourse) so if im not malas or busy..i MIGHT have time to pick it up. Oooo..im so loving my new shoes as well :) thanks so much ka! hehehehe. but u still need to get me a pink sony vaio laptop for my grad present hmpf! :) NYAHAHAHAHAHA.

ok...i shud sleep and head to the bedroom now. Ive got a big day ahead of me tomorrow and i wanna look my absolute best :)

Thursday, 17 July 2008

I need to make a brief self-evaluation form and i am absolutely clueless on how to go about it.. so i decided to google it since i google about everything anyways. And i came across this really funny website on how to make a self-evaluation of yourself. So i thought ill share it with everybody else.




Monday, 14 July 2008

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Hehehe. Im at the management school now. Scanned all the documents i needed to scan. Got my form stamped and now all I need is to wait for Marina's letter of recommendation so that i can email it to my sisters. Nyehehe. Anyhooooss...here i was listening to Busted on youtube with my earphones when i heard a guy shouting.

"wankkkeeerrrr!!!"

"you fat bastarddddd!!"

"yeah you wannnnkkkeerrrrr!"

so me and Fish turned to look at each other and looked out the window to see what the commotion is all about right?

Too bad the guy passed by sudah.. so we turned back to our activities...

A few minutes passed.... and then we heard the shoutings again... This time we got to see the kid who was shouting all the vulgar things. hahaha. It was a KID bah. he probably looked like he was around... 16? probably younger since ang mohs are soooo ketua-an.

Then he said...

"fucked your mum's pusssyyyyy!"

"yeah whatever....use a finger and lose some weight will you??!"

WAHAHAHAHAHAHA. bayi kali punya budak hanching.

he was shouting all these obscenities to this middle aged, overweight construction worker on the 7th? 8th? floor arah this building next to the management school bah. And he even threw some stones arah the building. Why he was shouting at this poor old man in the first place is beyond me. but that was pretty funny though. i had a good chuckle witnessing the whole thing. *snicker*

one of the things i'm gonna miss di sini kali. Stupid kids shouting obscene things and acting like an imbecile. Not that i approve of such behaviour mind you. I just think its very funny to watch :)


Wednesday, 9 July 2008

I finally have connection!! wahhh.

Not exactly lah. Im at management school rite now. Only cause I'm such a good friend aku dgni si Fish bedating and meet her daleng online hehehe. nadabah. Cause there is nothing else to do at the new house, no tv... and no internet..so i might as well tag along and go to the management school yeah?

I finally have some time to actually relax. The past few weeks has been hectic. Ada2 saja kan dibuat. So this time... i can finally get around to sending my cv to my personal tutor and have her make a nice recommendation for me. huhuhuhuhuhu. Except that i forgot all about it.... -_- so i need to save it in my pendrive next time. isuk lah.

How ive been spending my days since last week?

1st July
packed my things. Moved it to 9 havelock. Went shopping to meadowhall with Fish and Mel. Shopped till mlm. Went back to 9 havelock. cerita sampai akhir mlm.

2nd July
Woke up early (to my dismay) showered. moved my things to the new house. (staying over at the juniors new place since we couldnt continue our tenancy at our last house). Arrived at the new house in the evening. almost CRIED at the state it was in. Don't get me wrong.. the place was NICE if it was kept nicely. But hell....i doubt even animals would wanna live in the place. it was MIHIR. it smells of cigarettes. it smells like something died in there. so obviously... we need to clean the whole place up before we can actually sleep in it rite?? so we set out to buy some stuff to use to CLEAN the house... cleaning substances and the like. everything totalled up to 30+ pounds bah. gila. banyak banar jua sudah tu kan kami bali sampai banyak banar kan kami bali. grrr. so after cleaning and unpacking our stuff in our own rooms... i set out to clean the kitchen. and the...ugh...stove.

wished i took a picture of how gross the stove looks like... words cant even describe the icki-ness of it. but lets just say that it took 2 hours and half a bottle of bleach to get rid of the grime and the stains. what the stains were of atuuuu...i dont wanna think about. *shudder*

beng hui found some pork meat and some ham strips lying around the fridge masih... GAH!! baik jua he was there...so he threw it away for us lah. hehehe.

finally slept at around 4 or so after we showered apa... we havent finished cleaning the house plang...but we had to sleep cozzzzz....me and fish needed to go to london early the next morning.

3rd July
Finished packin last minute things..then set out to the tram stop. arrived at the tram stop and this lady that was waiting with us got a phonecall and was told that using the tram would be useless cause there was an accident somewhere along west st and the whole road was closed off? but a tram came anyway...and we got on it. Butttt....they only stopped sampai the university of sheffield stop. banar. ada accident. grrr. so u can imagine how stressed we felt. we hadddd.... 45mins till our coach leaves. and we were still at the uni stop. it was raining. and we had luggages with us. HEAVY luggages mind you. so called up a taxi. couldnt get one either cause the road was closed. so we had to WALK to the coach station. WITH our LUGGAGE. IN THE RAINNN!! gahhhhhhhh!!! but surprisingly... we got there in time with 15mins to spare. heehee. so i slept in the coach otw there. and nuh-uh...the bad luck didnt end just there..the coach driver told us that we needed to use the countryside roads...CAUSE...theres an accident along the highway...so a 4hour ride..turned into a 6hr+ ride. aku ok lah. i dont suffer from motion sickness. but fish does. so she was all ayung and pale by the time we arrived. and kami brabissss ngalihhhhh kan walk. so we took a taxi to brunei hall saja :P

arrived ... and then we dijah actually persuaded us to jalan with her. i forgot where we went... but pokoknya we went out lah.

4th july
went out again. jln2 around. cant remember which shops but we did. i think we were walking around arah hyde park and we went to harrods. and walked back. siukkkkk.

5th july
ena arrived in london with patee and dijahs brothers today. told the boys to buy the chicken at chicken cottage... while the birthday girls cooked spaghetti. heres the killer bit. ena didnt know that the party is for her... she thought its only for dijah. while dijah on the other hand thinks its only for ena and doesnt know its for her as well. so both thought they were messin and foolin each other.. when in fact...they were BOTH being fooled. HAHAHAHA. tpi kesian lah. the birthday girls plang masak. So fish and the guys were decorating the dining hall apa and getting the cake ready while i was goin back and forth from the kitchen to the hall to check on things. the expressions on their faces were so priceless when they both found out that they were fooled. nyhaahahahaha. cali. had pics of that day. will post it up soon. we looked so retarded with the masks and party hats its so KAYUT! slept late...again :P

6th july
dijahs parents came today. so went out to nandos with fish,patee and ena for lunch. then just shopped around some more. went back to bru hall to rest skajap... and went out for dinner with fish, ena, patee and dijahs family for dinner arah C&R. dijahs parents blanja. nyamannnnn! hehehe. went back to brunei hall. helped dijah move around the things in her room. and rearrange her furniture so the carpet ppl can come and clean it early the next day. slept late... yet AGAIN. hehehehe

7th july
woke up early to the sounds of ppl working. so woke up early. dijah left for kent with her parents. so i walked around with fish and menyopping. depleted my bank account. went back. packed.

8th july
took the coach back to sheff!!!

9th july
dijah birthday todayyyy!! hehehehe.
but darn yo. hectic no??

we're gonna relax and get the presentation ready tonight lah. but for now... im waiting till 6pm lah. before we set out to odeon to watch the movie. we're watchinggggggg.... kungfu panda and wanted tonite. nyehehehe. i havent been to the movies in like...2 mths..so im really looking fwd to it :)

Tuesday, 1 July 2008

My last post before i will be very quite for a while. Booooo. hehehe. i came across this video on youtube a few days back. This is quite is soooo in love with his kitty. he actually made a SONG about his cat. It's quite kiut. And he even made several series about his cat. That's right SERIES. Liat lah! it's at the related videos tu. heehee. The series are called "mean kitty". My favourite is ep1. The one with the witch doctor. Simply because the witch doctor dances funny. It cracks me up. hehehehehehe.



Monday, 30 June 2008

Tomorrow is my last day in this house.

Yup. Im definitely gonna miss this house. Let's just hope the new place ani inda pangit. I've never actually seen the inside of the house. I heard from Syam that the previous tenants are a bit mihir...so let's hope that when they moved out of their place they cleaned it up real good and that it doesnt stink :s

I haven't packed the remaining stuff that i have left. heehee. I've got four luggages...one big box left...and a slightly used box that i wanna put my food/groceries in nanti. darn. i need a damn taxi. thank god the juniors' place ani realllyyyyy ampir. It's about 5 mins walk from my place. But still...we totally need a taxi. Barat kali ah :P

But we are gonna get our deposit back from the landlord today. nyahahahahahha! $$$$. let's hope he gives us the money like...early. hmpf. But darn...banyak utang ku kan bayar. Depleteeee lagi balik account ku.

I was reading nichan's blog and read her post on her playing sims. seriously? u hafta kill one of your kid off if you don't have enough money for food? darn. that's tough. But then again...i kill mine off if it's not good looking enough. HAHAAHAHAHHA. that's one can of tough love right there!! *snicker*

We had a meeting about the presentation that we're going to do during graduation night yesterday afternoon. And im glad to say that we got it over and done with. So now we've got a rough structure of how the presentation is going to be. Thanks everyone for being so cooperative and giving the ideas :)

I won't be posting anything for a veryyyy long time. I think lah. pasal nada internet for a while. Boo :( i THINK lah! unless we can leech off someone's wifi arah the new place ani...we'll see....we'll see. hehehehe.

aights..im gonna start packing SOME of my stuff now :P


Saturday, 28 June 2008

:)

i am happy! i am glad! why u ask? okay...let me just rewind and tell you how my day went. *ahem*
woke up pretty late. I actually set my alarm to 7.30am tadi...cause i wanted to jog. I've been meaning to since....ever since exams were over actually...but things came up...friends visited (which i totally loved mind you :P hehe) andddd....there's the moving thing. So its safe to say that i just didn't have the time ok? nyehhhhh!! i actually slept late. By late i meant....3am?? i was just tossing and turning in bed..willing my eyes to close...and i seriously don't remember when i conked out. I can't put my finger on whether it was the can of coke i drank before going to sleep orrrr..the fact that it was my first time sleeping in the dark without my nightlamp. (packed my nightlamp in the box sudah cause the shipping company ppl came to pick up the things this morning) and oh yes....im AFRAID of the dark...so i had to leave my door slightly ajar to allow the light from the hallway to light up my room a WEE bit. So i had trouble sleeping :P

So you can imagine how grumpy i was when my alarm went off at 7.30 tadi pagi. and i ended up setting it to 9.30. haha. useless i tell ya. Even waking up to Jesse's leaving didn't faze me. Grumpy banar jua sudah tu :P

anyhooos....shipping ppl came....my room is so EMPTY i actually felt a bit nostalgic and sad. Me,fish and sai was cleaning the house tadi.... and *drum rolls playing* got a text msg from Lei around 4pm. And it read "degree classification keluar arah management school sudah". so u can imagine how nervous and scared i got.

my legs felt weak and miraculously..i managed to walk out of my room and walked to the stairs and told Fish and Sai about it. They pretty much got the same reaction as i did...called Lei up...he confirmed it... and told us what we got. TOTALLY ECSTATIC when i learnt that i passed. heehee! awu banar...my grades are so pangit i was really scared i wouldn't pass :p But hurrahhhh! i got a 2.2!! happyyyy brabis!!! It's provisional plang baru. But hey...im hopeful :) And honestly? i.ve been praying and praying that i could at least get a 2.2 cause in the end...i only care that i can make the requirement to apply for a job...what matters now is the interviews...no? so hurrayyyyy!! im grateful..and happy and totally besyukur. and i just hope semua orang dapat pass jua.

CONGRATS BRUSHEFF PEEPS!!! WE MADE ITTTTT :)


and after Lei told us what we got atu....i just felt relieved...seriously..it was like a huge weight lifted off my shoulders. i mean..i know exams are over and done with..but i was KINDA afraid to have TOO much fun...cause my degree classification was still lingering at the back of my mind and i was worried about that...but now.. heh heh... i can finally accept the fact that i PASSED!! my degree is over and done with. YAY!! happy ku eh! and apa nah? i just bawled! seriously. i cried. and when i say CRIED ... i mean CRY BRABIS! atu tears of joy brabis. it was already 11.30pm di brunei when i wanted to tell my parents the good news..so i ended up calling anis instead. and i know my lil sis was all awkward cause she didnt know what to say .. cause seriously? i was just crying over the phone. heehee. sorry nichan pichan. HAPPY KU BAH! you'll know nanti when u go through what i did :P bloody hell..im getting all teary eyed again now that i think about it. Confirm tah ni...confirm banarrr tah im gonna cry during graduation nanti. bida makeup slajur ni. mesti pakai yg waterproof ni. BANAR!! hehehe. shared my good news with my close friends and contacted those who i know would be happy to share my good news and joy with me as well. *sniff* i love kamu :)

so as for now? i really really can't wait for graduation day now. *sniffff* im so sappy rite now. Maybe it's the PMS thats talking. eh!! pangit eh.

so after i got off the phone with Lei tadi. quickly prayed zuhur.. tukar from my trackpants to jeans....and just walked to management school with Fish and Sai. After that we had dinner at Aslan's...then hung out at Naseeq's place...where we again...cooked lagi. hehehe. it was great fun kamu :) durang Naseeq, Jidin and Rash are staying over at Opal. Lawa the place. It's like a miniature apartment all rolled in one cute room. So siuk to main2 with. banar. mcm pemainan bah. Suka ku liat.

OoOoo..speaking of which...on our way to management school tadi kan..we naturally passed by that Scarborough Arms place? the bar that was at the end of our street...and we passed by several Tv ppl and news van. Pikir apa...rupanya apanah? they were covering this news story about a lil girl that passed away at this place above the bar. According to Naseeq...she was left a few weeks there by her father..and she died because of starvation kah...and they found the place really dirty. and by dirty i mean....dog shit. seriously. mihir eh. how can anyone do that to a lil kid ah? kids are the most adorable beings in this world. tsktsktsk. when they found the lil girl..her body was already starting to decompose bah. So she must've died a long time ago sudah. It's kinda scary though. i mean..we pass by the place like..a million times...everyday on our way to school apa..and to think that a decomposing corpse was there. *shudder* scary thought.

ok..its half past 1am sudah. i really should sleep soon if i wanna wake up early and have enough sleep to get my lazy butt up to jog tomorrow :P

all in all? mizah happpyyyy brabis :)

Thursday, 26 June 2008

OMIGAWDDDDD!!!! MY NIECE IS SO BLOODY ADORABLE I FEEL LIKE BITING HER!!! hehehehehe. i just visited anis' webbie and saw her pics. can she BE anymore cuter?!??!?! grigitan ku liat eh! u just wanna bite her cheeks. RAWR! hehehehe. so i took the liberty of copying the images from her webbie so i can show it off on mine as well. heh heh.

btw nichan. ur blog is so PANGIT. i can steal pics off your webbie. u can't do that with mine. NYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! == (u know wat that emoticon is hahaha)

*ahem* on to more important things.... here are her pics. KIUT MIUT ehhhhhhh!!!! i can't wait to meet her :')








She's wearing a tudong in this pic. KIUT AH?!??! her cheeks look extra prominent in this one. heehee!!


She's leaning against anis here. Lookit how SMALL she is!!! EE!! KIUT!!




BULIH LAGI ADORABLE???? she's looking up at Anis here i think. hehehehe



Ani belabih ahhhh~ menyandar arah urang and watching a movie arah the laptop. hehehehe. ehhhh~~~ kiut ehhhhh! pandai ia teranahhhh!! hehehehe




Tuesday, 24 June 2008

I'm experiencing mixed feelings at the moment. I'm almost done with my packing and i am kinda bummed about leaving this house. I think i've grown attached to it. Seeing all these boxes stacked in my room.... *sigh* is a BIT depressing. Don't get me wrong, im ecstatic about going back home for good...i just can't help but feel that there will also be some things that i WILL miss here.

Most importantly there will be my housemates..i've grown so used to seeing them everyday and it's gonna be a tad weird not seeing them everyday nanti. I know we don't hang out 24/7..but still...i'm gonna miss hanging out with em. And i *know* we can always see each other in Brunei...but you know how it is...everyone will be doing their own things and everyone will be busy with their new jobs and life...so it'll be hard to work around your schedule to accommodate everyone else...so it'll be hard to keep in touch. Plus i suck at keeping in touch anyway...so that'll be DOUBLY hard. Feh! :p

Then there are the shops (haha! oh u know it! :p)

Other than that i won't miss anything else much.

Oh and my right foot hurts like hell. I have *no* idea why. It just freaking hurts! Woke up one morning... and BOOM! it hurts to even walk. So ive been rubbing my sole with minyak geliga (minyak kepercayaan tuuuu!!) every now and then...so now i reek of it. heh heh.

There are other things that i know needs to be done today...but i just feel like its all over the place...so i think i need to have a sit down and reflect on the things i need to do dulu... i realize i think more clearly that way. Like i need a list of things and map out what needs to be done. Kalau inda i'll go crazy, and i won't have the faintest idea on where to start. I know...i can be such a freak in that sense. :P

Oh!! and i just remembered something. Nichan pichan??? wth happened to ur tagboard? i cant leave sicko msgs there anymore. anyhoos...about the peach girl thing..sebanarnyaaaaa...aku lamaaaaaa sudah liat the series version with vanness on it. i keep forgetting to mention it. heehee. and yes...the ppl are so pangit. But they grow on u. But i prefer the anime better :P

Ugh. My tummy is making weird noises. It never used to be like this. I have no idea when it started.

Speaking of which...i just remembered something...ill be going to London this 3rd July with Fish. Also meeting up with my girls di sana jua. so u guys BETTER make it. orrrr...or...ill throw a fit... ill throw a hissy fit. no no..better yet...ill throw a BF!! (bitch fit bah) so u better start bali tickets sudah! HMPF

So that meannnnssss...im gonna stay over at the juniors place like.... less than 2 weeks kali saja. Since im going to London again mid June to pick my family up and ill be staying with em till i go back. Woohooo!! i really cant wait to see em. rinduuuuuuu~~~~ :) :) :)

I just noticed that i keep jumping from one topic to one topic. Eh palau eh.

Oh speaking of the apartment....Im totally glad that i got a reply from the chick in-charge. She said they can provide cable internet for me to go online. Woohooo~ i THINK theres something wrong with my wireless internet card bah...so i asked her whether i can go online using cable and she said i could. oh yeahhhhh~ so at least i WONT be so bored nanti in July. oh yeaaahhhhh~~~ but ill be internet-less from the 1st till 19th tho. aiyayayayayayaaaaa....ive grown SO accustomed to having the internet at my expense that i cant imagine living life without it O_O. tapi talor jua tu... if i have it around nada jua slalu ku pakai...except to go on msn and check my mail. i just LIKE knowing the fact that i can go on whenever i want to kali... that knowledge of knowing u CAN whenever u FEEL like it u know? geddit? geddit? eh...nvm. :P

July is around the corner...and that means RESULTS are around the corner. im scared as hell. Im soOoo takut about degree classification ani. i really hope that EVERYONE dpt graduate this yr. and i also hope that i pass...wah. takut ku eh. tawakal lah saja. aminnnn!! mudahannn kami semua pass.

oh yeah. i just remembered what i need to add to my list of things to do...looking for pics that i can compile in the slide show presentation for the grad nite thing. I might as well start looking for photos and things to put in...and songs that i could put in. I wonder if dpt tu kalau pakai powerpoint ah? ill check and see lah. make a draft and see how it looks. It's kinda cool though...im trying to angan2 that its like a presentation that i need to be making for my job...and this is like a proposal or something. (biar tia aku angan2 bah....anything to make it as interesting as possible here! hehehehehe)

Bloody hell...baru ku ingat lagi. i need to get started with my c.v. jua. haiyahhhh! my list is getting longer and longer. hmpf.

*breathes in...breathes out* (think of it as something fun...think of it as something fun)

wow..this is one very long rambling-like post. merati kah kamu inda ni? hehehehe. can't help it. this is how i *talk* :P

Sunday, 22 June 2008

My friend airul gave me this link to test your "human metrics". He says its uncannily accurate. So i obviously...got curious and decided to check it out myself. To those who are interested in taking this test...it's available at:

http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp


anyhoos...i did it...and i gotttttt


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Your Type is
ENFJ
ExtravertedIntuitiveFeelingJudging
Strength of the preferences %
11125044


Qualitative analysis of your type formula

You are:
  • slightly expressed extravert
  • slightly expressed intuitive personality
  • moderately expressed feeling personality
  • moderately expressed judging personality

Idealist Portrait of the Teacher (ENFJ)

Even more than the other Idealists, Teachers have a natural talent for leading students or trainees toward learning, or as Idealists like to think of it, they are capable of calling forth each learner's potentials. Teachers (around two percent of the population) are able - effortlessly, it seems, and almost endlessly-to dream up fascinating learning activities for their students to engage in. In some Teachers, this ability to fire the imagination can amount to a kind of genius which other types find hard to emulate. But perhaps their greatest strength lies in their belief in their students. Teachers look for the best in their students, and communicate clearly that each one has untold potential, and this confidence can inspire their students to grow and develop more than they ever thought possible.

In whatever field they choose, Teachers consider people their highest priority, and they instinctively communicate personal concern and a willingness to become involved. Warmly outgoing, and perhaps the most expressive of all the types, Teachers are remarkably good with language, especially when communicating in speech, face to face. And they do not hesitate to speak out and let their feelings be known. Bubbling with enthusiasm, Teachers will voice their passions with dramatic flourish, and can, with practice, become charismatic public speakers. This verbal ability gives Teachers a good deal of influence in groups, and they are often asked to take a leadership role.

Teachers like things settled and organized, and will schedule their work hours and social engagements well ahead of time-and they are absolutely trustworthy in honoring these commitments. Valuing as they do interpersonal cooperation and harmonious relations, Teachers are extraordinarily tolerant of others, are easy to get along with, and are usually popular wherever they are.

Teachers are highly sensitive to others, which is to say their intuition tends to be well developed. Certainly their insight into themselves and others is unparalleled. Without a doubt, they know what is going on inside themselves, and they can read other people with uncanny accuracy. Teachers also identify with others quite easily, and will actually find themselves picking up the characteristics, emotions, and beliefs of those around them. Because they slip almost unconsciously into other people's skin in this way, Teachers feel closely connected with those around them, and thus show a sincere interest in the joys and problems of their employees, colleagues, students, clients, and loved ones.

Mikhail Gorbachev, Oprah Winfrey, Pope John Paul II, Ralph Nader, John Wooden, and Margaret Mead are examples of Teacher Idealists.


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How effing cool is that? and they had this link about which job is best suited for ppl like me... and it wasss

The Idealists are the group most attuned to values and seeking the greater good. Famous Idealists are Martin Luther King, Jr., Mahatma Ghandi, and Oprah Winfrey.

Of all the Idealists, the Teacher (ENFJ) is the most likely to seek leadership positions in the private or public sector. The Teacher is drawn to careers in education or social services, such as college professor, high school teacher, social worker, or non-profit director. In business they are often trainers, sales managers, recruiters, or executives. Since they are good at building relationships, they may be fund raisers or recruiters. They also are found in jobs such as a health advisor, clergy, facilitator, or counselor.

I know i wanna be somewhere in HRM and dealing with ppl rather than pushing papers...so maybeeee maybeee...i shud give it a shot eh? coolies =^.^=


Saturday, 21 June 2008




I really really like this song. It appeals to my inner dark side nyehehehe. I got this song off ni-chan's blog. So i googled for the song...trying to see whether i could find the mp3 so i can dl it. and loOoooo and behold. Ada videoclip rupanya. I like the cello break. Veryyyyy lawa! :)

I have no idea what this song is about though...So to those ppl who understands japanese.... sound2 eh!

Lyrics:
Hi Miss Alice
Anata garasu no
me de donna yume wo
mirareru no?
miirareru no?

Mata atashi
Kokoro ga sakete nagara deru
tsukuroutta sukima ni sasaru
kiokutachi

Hi Miss Alice
Anata ga jitsu no
kuchi de dare ni ai wa
nageteru no?
nageiteru no?

Mou atashi
kotoba o tsumuku
shita no netsu
same kitte meteru o utamo

Utae nai
Still you do not answer.

Thursday, 19 June 2008

you know how i said im trying to lose weight this summer while i excruciatingly wait for graduation day to come? its kinda hard. well its not hard...its just that ive got better things to do right now. and its pretty temptingly bagi malas rite now coz dijah and ena are sleeping over for the whole week. and you know how it is when your girlfriends are around rite? you just wanna eat...and talk...and hang out...and make lotsa nice food for you to binge on.

we had a lil impromptu surprise party for fish the other day for her birthday. me, dijah and ena went out to tesco skajap to buy some ingredients to make nasi ayam...so i mentioned that i wanna buy cake cause we should at least celebrate lagi skali and sing her happy birthday and it wont be proper without a cake rite? so we got to the cake section...got a cake. and one of us went

"tapi mesti ada candles! mana candles nya ah?"

so off we went to the party things section....and then we came across a candle....and thats when we saw the party hats and masks....

"ooOoooo!! we should have masks!!!"

"and this ribbon!!" (pointing to the ribbon that says 'birthday girl')

"and balllooooonnnnsss!!!!!"

"eh..lets throw her a lil surprise party!!"

hahaha. then we started hatching a plan to distract fish while the boys decorate the living room. it was good fun..and the food was deeeeelish! :) the girls should sleepover more often. cause i seriously can't be arsed to make myself make all these food. i CAN. its just that i dont have enough motivation to do so. kekekeke. ahhh...i feel like having the nasi ayam again. *drool*

will post up pics of that day soon. as soon as i get the pics from sai's camera and ena's laptop.

speaking of food....we made nasi lemak yesterday. i made the nasi..and it was menjadi!! woohoooo! i was a bit apprehensive at first...cause ive never tried before...even though ive seen my mum make it a gazillion times before. so hurrayyyy~ it works :)

our project for today will be soto. so ive to run out and buy the beef for the soto first..and the laksa. ohhhh joyyyy...this is going to be awesome. and we're gonna make pancakes jua today. as soon as the girls are up....i think those two are still sleeping -_-. i know fish is up dah coz shes on msn. kan becakap sama daleng nya tu eh

im hungry. im gonna have cereal now

Sunday, 15 June 2008

i am officially jobless! :)

ok, i know it's been a while since i last blogged. Blame it on my new found freedom. I can't believe i've finished that chapter in my life. One of the longest chapters in my life mind you. SCHOOL LIFE! wahhhhhh~~ im glad. Although i am very very scared and nervous about my degree classification. But there's nothing i can do now but pray and hope for the best right? *phew*

a LOT has happened in this past week actually. I completed my degree....got kicked out of the house by my landlord....had a blast with the Brusheff society during game night (thats all in order btw)

Awubah. we didn't exactly get KICKED out lah. Our contract ends the end of june. We made a verbal agreement with the landlord to stay an additional month at this house, but now HIS dad is saying we can't Last minute lagi tu eh...sialan. He only told us LAST week that we can't stay here anymore. Pretty nice of him eh? So now we are going crazy trying to find a place to stay. So it's enough to say that we are totally strapped for cash now. Had to settle bills...buy boxes to move (didn't include that in my june budget - thought it'll be in July) so yeahhhh~ it bites. It bites to the boneeee!! Grrr. But oklah. I guess everything happens for a reason. And i believe that we'll pull through this. If worst comes to worst...ill just live in Brunei Hall for 19 days before my family comes and i join them in our rented apartment. Huhuhuhhuhuhu.

We had game night for the Brusheff society ummm....on friday night. it was aweEeeeesome. had a blast. played this game...i have NO idea what its called.. but pokoknya it was migraine-giving-laughing-fun. Took loads and loadsss of pics. which i will uploadddd as soon as i steal the pics from fish. hehehe.

Oh yeah...i just remembered. TODAY is FATHER'S DAY!!! I wonder if my dad got the package i sent him sudah. Brunei post is so damn slow sometimes its annoying -_-

That's one thing im gonna miss here. The post!! I LOVE how ALL the post, may it be packages or boxes....they will deliver it straight to your door. I swear, if i ever become minister (of communications?) i will strive to improve the postal system in Brunei. WAHAHAHA. Si taei aku ah...but that'll be cool though.. a FEMALE minister. nantitah ku mencuba. :P

Dijah is sleeping over at Sheffield till the 21st this mth...and Ena's coming today. so yay! sleepover week. But i think they (her and fish) are still sleeping in the next room. Boring eh. maybe i should wake em up. How the heck can they stay asleep with all the light shining through the curtains man? Hmmm....and my tummy's growling. Maybe i should find something to eat before i wake em up. ..... -_-

Monday, 9 June 2008

Classssicccssss~~~~ :)




Sunday, 8 June 2008

SIALANNNNNNNN!!!! BRENGSEKKKKKK!!!!


ARGH!! gwe seettteeerrreeessssss bangatttttt!!! pusing kepalaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

HMPF. okay. just need to vent things out. i seriously feel like pulling a katherine heigl and start smacking my purse against the wall and say

"MOTHER FUCKERRRRRR!!!!!!!"

:'(

Saturday, 7 June 2008

ok. i have been guilty about not posting enough lately. but ive got a good reason. im freaking studying for my last exam paper, ofcourse i don't really HAVE time :P nyehhhh!! hehehe (defensiveeeeee~~) hehehe. nadabah.

anyways....i just checked out Airul's blog. You guys should check out this particular post. Really enlightening. And its very scary as well. Imagine if things were to keep up this way. If ppl were to remain blissfully ignorant or they just really dont give a rat's ass. Im really scared on the disastrous effects it can have for the future generation and on MY babies!! eh..melarat. bah check this out! Lick My Batteries.

Interesting isnt it?

Too serious for your brain? Need something totally funny that will make u laugh? hehehe. Check this other post out. Falling In Love. Pokoknya caliiiiiiii lah post nya satu ani. hahaha. I especially love the lil comic strip at the end. Kiut miut to the max!

Heyyyy~ this is turning more to be an actual post now. heh heh heh. Can't blame me for not updating regularly now. HAH! (although i did leech on Oirul there to have a bit of entertain on my post NYAAHAHAHHA)

Wednesday, 4 June 2008

oh yeahhhhh baby~~~

ive just sent out my claims letter and hope that they will credit my account this july. summer sale here i comeeeee~~ heh heh heh. *thoughts of awesome shopping with my family are racing through my head rite now*

this is really dumb though. i havent even finished my last exam paper and im already excited. talorrr talor. but i cant help it you know. i havent seen my family in MONTHSSS and im totally excited to show em around. Although i cant gurantee ill show em a good time but this is still fucking awesome. i really can't wait.

today is the 4th. Sai and rashie and azie..and i cant think of anyone else who takes auditing...is sitting for their last paper today. and yet again..there will be more ppl who are rejoicing their new found freedom. and i will be the last one being bitter. well me and jidin as well lah. but jidin is never around me...so we both cant be depressed together. so BOO! im alooOoooOoooneeeee~~~

lonellllyyyy~~ im so lonelyyyyy~~~ (i dont care what u effers say..i still think this song is cute :P)

ok...i really dont know why im blogging. i just feel the need to do something utterly useless before i start grinding my nose in the books again. okay..ill just start typing the first thing that pops into my head.

*business strategy* eh shit...i dont wanna talk about biz strategy. so utterly boring (for you guys i mean..not for me.. esehhh~ mcm si taei hahaha)

*change* yes yes. that seems like a better topic.

have you guys ever wondered whether you've changed in the last few years? i like to think that i havent changed. But antah ah. maybe i have. i still talk to the same ppl ive hung out with since form 1...some ppl from primary school...altho im very ashamed to admit that i dont really keep in touch with the girls i hung out with in primary school. its such a shame. we had good times. its not cause aku ambung. its just that i really SUCK at keeping in touch bah. macam.. antah ah. i still do have them in my facebook/friendster and all. tapi antah. we just drifted apart i suppose. high school happened. we all went to different schools. and the phone calls stopped. masa dulu mana ada text msgs kamu ani eh. so it was harder to keep in touch. u can only have several phonecalls before u start getting bored and busy u know?

but im really glad that i still kept in touch with my girls now. i really am. i remember mentioning last time about how lucky i am that i still have them 7 girls in my life. why? well...you know how its really hard to find those ppl who will accept you for who you are despite all your flaws? (except for family lah - you'll always be binded to them no matter what) eh..im geting out of topic here. Anyways, like i said..its hard enough finding that ONE person who can accept you for who you are...but finding seven of em? thats a whole treasure right there :') i lap youse all to the max!!!!!!

awubah. and u other guys as well. you all know who you are. hehehe. kamu pun kiut miut and adorable to the max. and im thankful for you guys as well :)

pokoknya? i dont know what the purpose of today's blog is. all i know is that i wanted to talk about change and i talked about finding ppl accepting me despite my flaws. hehehehehe. the art of conversation. you gotta love em.

oOoooOoo. shayne ward is playing on my itunes rite now. i still like this song though. and he looks HOT in the videoclip. yg mana satu you ask? "if thats ok with you" bah. check it out on youtube. RAWR!

Monday, 2 June 2008

Heads up to graduating Brusheff peeps!!!

I think all of us are buying our graduation robes right? and im also super duper sure that all of you know by now that we can make a claim on it arah the brunei students unit.

I called the welfare officer tadi andddd here are the claims that we can make:

- Undergraduate graduation robe
- Travelling expenses to heathrow airport

How we can make the claims:

- Make a letter (stating your sort code and account number in the letter)
- Enclose the receipts of all the transactions
- Enclose the bank statement that shows the money being debited from your account :)

Oh...and the letter should be addressed to the director of studies. He will then forward our letter to the finance department!!!

ANDDDDD...here's the GOOD news. if you make your claims now, meaning ASAP. They can even credit it to our account this JULY!!! YAY :) so to those who need the money for summer sale kahhh..apakahhhh..baiktah send your letters now. HEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!

yes....you're welcome. Appreciation gifts (including monetary ones $$$$) are accepted. Just IB it into my account. A pink 8GB nano is also preferred. HAHAHAHA

Friday, 30 May 2008

my god. ive got disturbing things going through my head right now. sex and the city the movie is out now right? but i obviously can't watch it now. 2 very good reasons why i can't. the first would be cause im strapped for cash. (ive got to pay 375pounds for my freaking robe! thats why not) and second..ive got exams. HEH! But it's 75% more because im strapped for cash lah. hehehe.

anyhooos....to watch the movie..ive gotta finish watching the whole 6 seasons rite? i know..the season has ended like...a gazillion years ago...its just that i didnt have the money to buy ALL the boxsets...i only bought the 1st 2 seasons...and and andddd...being in brunei then...downloading the episodes were a bitch. its so effin slow it'll take forever. which is why i opted to buy the boxsets instead. anyhoos....internet is much faster where i am now. so i downloaded the 3rd season like..last week. and ive smartly managed to watch the episodes while im having lunch or before i sleep. smart eh? hehehe. shit. ive got 3 seasons to watch lagi before i can watch the movie.... -_- blame it on sopranos...grey's anatomy...criminal minds....gossip girl...samantha who and how i met your mother on why i havent gotten around to finish watching SATC (that stands for sex and the city btw). shitness...i just realized just how much series there are to watch. and i havent even included lipstick jungle and cashmere mafia!!!

eh...see? i always get off tangent to what i wanna say. *ahem* where was i? ah yes...i just finished watching ep 10 on season 3 tadi. (warning to those who havent watched season 3 and doesnt wanna know what's going on - pls do not read any further) but carrie is being such a bitch for cheating on her oh-so-nice bf and going for her MARRIED ex-bf!! talor kali. she has a good thing going on with her current bf..not to mention being hotter and sweeter than her ex. andddd..her ex is equally stupid as well. WHY OH WHY is he cheating on his hot young tall wife for carrie? yeah..shes got a nice body but shes shorter AND older?? ehhhh~ inda ku paham.

which leads me to have these disturbing thoughts in my head. are ppl never satisfied with what they have? i remember when carrie just started dating her current bf now..and she was overrr the moon about going on dates with him and all. and now that she has him..and they are happy and everything is smooth sailing and blue skies everywhere...shes going for something fucked up and wrong. is this what ppl want? or does she like the chase saja and once she has it she's bored now?

is human nature really like this? we only like the chase? once we have that thing we want...we'll get bored over it easily?

scratching my brain and trying to find real life examples...i figured taking myself as an example would be simple enough. just this morning i was going through ebay and searching for a bargain on the new pink nano. i loveeeeee this lil baby, even when i don't have it ... YET. heh heh. you would think having a nano already would make me satisfied. but noooo...i need to have the new 8GB one. a PINK one i might add. why can't i just settle for the old boring white one? WHY DO I NEED A NEW ONE? deep down i know i dont NEED it..but i know that i just want it.

will i never be satisfied with what i have? shit. i hope im not a carrie bradshaw waiting to happen. but then again. im such a materialistic bitch i probably won't ever be satisfied with all the material things in this world. but i know i won't be like that in a relationship. esehhhh~~ hehehehehe. *blush*

awu eh. im probably the record holder among my group for being in a longest relationship. 7 yrs man!!! crap. kalau ada anak tiap2 tahun ah...7 sudah anak ku bah ni. although i have a feeling mardhi is going to top me on that with her man herman. awhhh~ they are so getting hitched soon. but then again. i know that fifah is definitely gonna marry before mardhi. kan kan kan fif? when are u getting married eh? *nudge nudge* hehehe.

OMG. i feel so old. i cant believe im talking about marriages and babies. im gonna stop before i talk about menopause and havin grandkids ;p